Spellbound
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Spellbound by Phil Hanley | Free Audiobook

By Phil Hanley

Narrated by Phil Hanley

🎧 7 hours and 37 minutes 📘 Macmillan Audio 📅 March 18, 2025 🌐 English
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About This Audiobook

“Hanley’s dyslexia makes this audio format especially significant, as it represents an accessible way for readers with learning disabilities, just like him, to comprehend and enjoy his story.”—Booklist

This program is read by the author, comedian and severe dyslexic Phil Hanley, who reveals his unlikely path to success in a story that is equal parts hilarious and heartbreaking.

When Phil Hanley was in first grade, he realized something that would forever set him apart from his peers: he couldn’t read. His teachers were ill-equipped to assist him, and he slipped through the school’s cracks, year by year falling further and further behind his friends. Finally, he was diagnosed with dyslexia, a learning disability that would shape the rest of his life.

Unable to pursue college or a traditional job, Phil was thrust into a life defined by unconventional twists, including a stint as a runway model in Europe. Eventually, he found himself on a stage with a microphone, a spotlight, and five minutes of jokes. Unlike so many previous pursuits, stand-up felt right to Phil, and he soon discovered that the more he worked at it, the more he got out of it—a realization that, he compellingly argues, saved his life. Spellbound is a story of humor and also of struggle and heartbreak, of constantly living in a world that sees things differently than you do, and of triumph over adversity.

Hanley tells us that dyslexia can be a huge challenge, but it doesn’t spell certain condemnation (and neither can he). Just the opposite: dyslexia has been more than a blessing in his life—it’s been his North Star.

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Phil Hanley reads his own story with the warmth and comic timing of a practiced stand-up, making the self-narration feel essential rather than incidental.
  • Themes: Dyslexia and identity, humor as survival, triumph through unconventional paths
  • Mood: Funny and tender, with real emotional weight beneath the jokes
  • Verdict: A comedian’s memoir that earns its laughs precisely because it never flinches from the heartbreak underneath them.

I started listening to Spellbound on a Tuesday evening when I needed something that would keep me engaged without demanding too much. By the time Phil Hanley described sitting in first grade, watching his classmates read while he stared at symbols that refused to make sense, I had completely stopped what I was doing and just listened. That early passage lands with a quiet devastation that sets the register for everything that follows.

Phil Hanley is a comedian with severe dyslexia, and the Booklist blurb that opens this audiobook is worth pausing on: it notes that the audio format is especially significant because it represents an accessible way for people with learning disabilities to engage with his story. That framing is not just marketing. It tells you something real about what this audiobook is and who it is for.

The Comedy That Carries the Grief

What makes Spellbound work as a memoir is the way Hanley refuses to separate his humor from his pain. The laughs in this book do not arrive as relief valves placed strategically to cut the tension. They are woven into the same sentences as the hardest moments, because that is how he actually survived those moments. The chapter on slipping through the school system year after year, on being failed by teachers who lacked the tools to help him, is genuinely difficult to hear. But Hanley’s comic instincts are always present, and they do not trivialize the experience. They make it more bearable and, paradoxically, more true.

Reviewers consistently point to his resiliency as one of the memoir’s defining qualities. Angela McMasters, one listener, called the school experience heartbreaking while noting that his advocacy work shines through. That combination, the wrenching and the shining, is exactly what Hanley achieves. Another listener, Adam Davis, read the entire book in one sitting. Given that it runs just over seven and a half hours, that is a significant testament to the pacing.

A Life Defined by Unconventional Turns

The trajectory of Hanley’s life before stand-up is one of the stranger through-lines in recent disability memoir. Unable to pursue college or a conventional career path, he ended up on runways in Europe as a model before finding his way to a microphone. There is something almost absurdist about that arc, and Hanley seems aware of it. He does not over-explain the connections between these chapters of his life. Instead he lets the accumulation of unlikely circumstances speak to a larger truth: that when the standard routes are closed off, you find other roads, and sometimes those roads lead somewhere extraordinary.

The stand-up section of the memoir is where the book shifts from survival story to something more like a philosophy of work. Hanley describes discovering that comedy, unlike so many earlier pursuits, rewarded effort. The more he put in, the more he got back. He frames this realization as life-saving, and the way he articulates it does not feel like overstatement. For someone who had spent his formative years in an environment that returned only failure no matter how hard he tried, finding something that responded to effort must have felt like oxygen.

Dyslexia as North Star

The most interesting argument in Spellbound is the one Hanley makes at the end: that dyslexia has not just been a challenge he overcame but something closer to a guiding force. He calls it his North Star, which is a phrase that could easily tip into the kind of redemptive-arc cliche that disables so many disability memoirs. But in Hanley’s telling it holds up, because he has spent the previous seven hours showing you exactly how the dyslexic mind he has navigated his whole life also gave him the oblique perspective that makes his comedy work. The wiring that made school so difficult is part of what makes him funny on stage.

The self-narration is, as Booklist suggested, the right choice. Hanley’s comic timing is present throughout, and there are moments where you can hear him deciding, in real time, how to play a line. That spontaneity is not available in a professionally cast performance, and it matters here.

Who Should Listen and Who Should Skip

Listen if you have dyslexia or love someone who does, if you are interested in how comedians develop their voices, or if you want a memoir that holds the funny and the hard in equal measure without letting either one overwhelm the other. Skip if you are looking for a clinical deep-dive into dyslexia as a condition. Hanley is not writing a guide or a self-help book. He is telling his story, and his story happens to include dyslexia rather than being about it in the way a textbook would be.

Frequently Asked Questions

Does Phil Hanley’s dyslexia affect his narration performance in any noticeable way?

Not in ways that impede listening. His delivery is fluent and his comic timing is sharp throughout. The Booklist review specifically notes the audio format as accessible and significant for people with learning disabilities, suggesting the production is clean and well-suited to the format.

Is this memoir more comedy memoir or disability memoir?

It is genuinely both. Hanley weaves humor into his account of living with dyslexia rather than treating them as separate registers. The comedy is not used to lighten the hard parts but grows out of the same experiences.

Does the book cover Hanley’s stand-up career in detail, or is it mostly focused on his childhood and diagnosis?

The memoir covers his full arc, from his first-grade realization that he could not read through the school system failures, his unconventional young adulthood including European modeling, and then his discovery of stand-up. The comedy career is framed as the resolution to the earlier narrative rather than the primary subject.

How does Spellbound compare to other dyslexia memoirs in terms of tone?

Hanley’s book is darker and more confessional than most celebrity-adjacent dyslexia narratives. He does not soft-pedal the institutional failures or the emotional toll. Reviewers describe it as both hilarious and heartbreaking, and that balance distinguishes it from more straightforwardly inspirational accounts.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

Must read if you love someone with dyslexia

Wow! This is a must read / listen book for anyone with (or who loves someone with) dyslexia. The school experience is heart wrenching, but Phil Hanley’s resiliency and advocacy efforts shine through. Extremely relatable and inspiring. He’s also hilarious! Excellent read!

– Angela McMasters
★★★★★

War and Piece

I thought I was just pre-ordering my copy, but it showed up 2 days later. That was just yesterday.I did not put it down until I had read the entire thing in one sitting (no offence Phil!).I love Phil’s comedy. He’s unique and his mind is wired in a brilliant…

– Adam Davis
★★★★★

Very insightful..

What a read! We’ve been Phil fans for ages—his shows are on repeat in our house like they’re part of our utility bill. The man could read a grocery list and still get a laugh out of us.I bought the book for my husband, but let’s be honest—I read it…

– Shopping is a hobby too
★★★★☆

Spellbound: My Life as a Dyslexic Wordsmith

A splendid read. Altogether funny, depressing, uplifting, informative and a breeze to read. The crazy amount of drug use by Phil and his friends at such an early age really shocked me. Of course it carried over into his adult life. I kept thinking about that throughout the whole book.After…

– Mic
★★★★★

Phil Hanley is an incredible comedian and fantastic author!

Excellent book, ran it in one afternoon. Funny, heart breaking, poignant and wonderfully written. Love the guy as a comedian and he is a gifted writer! Already loaned it to my friend in a book club, think it's a very good book!

– Irene Farrier
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