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Proud by Ibtihaj Muhammad | Audiobook Review

By Ibtihaj Muhammad

Narrated by Ibtihaj Muhammad

🎧 9 hours and 12 minutes 📘 Legacy Lit 📅 July 24, 2018 🌐 English

About This Audiobook

Growing up in New Jersey as the only African American Muslim at school, Ibtihaj Muhammad always had to find her own way. When she discovered fencing, a sport traditionally reserved for the wealthy, she had to defy expectations and make a place for herself in a sport she grew to love.

From winning state championships to three-time All-America selections at Duke University, Ibtihaj was poised for success, but the fencing community wasn't ready to welcome her with open arms just yet. As the only woman of color and the only religious minority on Team USA's saber fencing squad, Ibtihaj had to chart her own path to success and Olympic glory.

Proud is a moving coming-of-age story from one of the nation's most influential athletes and illustrates how she rose above it all.

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Fencing was, when Ibtihaj Muhammad found it, a sport reserved for families who could afford it, and the description says so without softening. She was the only African American Muslim at her school in New Jersey, and she went on to state championships, three-time All-America selections at Duke University, and a place on Team USA's saber squad as the only woman of color and the only religious minority on it. This audiobook is her account of how that happened, read in her own voice across nine hours and twelve minutes.

Muhammad Reads Her Own Testimony Aloud

Specificity is what makes the exclusion land. Not the abstract fact that a sport skewed wealthy, but what that meant week after week for a teenager who had to keep turning up regardless. NLM, Esq., at five stars, wrote as a saber fencer and coach and identified exactly what the book delivered: a way to better understand what a student arriving from somewhere unfamiliar experiences on the way into the room, plus a specific fascination with how the hijab worked underneath the mask. That last detail is the sort only a practitioner would register, and it is a reliable indicator of how granular the book is willing to get.

Class runs underneath the whole account and gets handled with more precision than race does, which is unexpected. A sport that requires equipment, club fees, coaching and constant travel filters its participants long before anybody reaches a national squad, and the description names that filter in its first sentence. What follows is a chronicle of the specific arrangements a family makes to stay in a room built for other people: the logistics, the driving, the cost of continuing. Sports memoirs usually skip this in favor of the training montage. Skipping it would have removed most of what makes this one useful.

Hearing the author read her own memoir matters more here than it usually does. Discrimination described by a hired performer becomes reportage. Described by the person it happened to, it stays testimony, and the difference is audible in the passages where the account turns from what she achieved to what it cost. Nine hours is also close to the right length for a life told at this level of detail: long enough for the grinding years to land as years rather than compressing into a highlight reel on the way to the podium.

A Sport Invisible to Spectators, Vivid in Description

Working as motivation without turning into a motivational book is a narrow line, and this walks it. PG, at five stars, described being carried through a hard stretch by it and pointed straight at the reason: the success did not arrive overnight, the discrimination and the comments about skin color and religious background are detailed rather than summarized, and the response throughout was to keep going anyway. That is the shape of the whole thing. The account also runs past the Olympic result into the fashion company built afterward, which that same notice singles out as the part worth staying for.

For a recording specifically, the sport is a gift. Fencing is fast, physical and close to invisible to spectators who have not been taught to read it, and it is described here by somebody who competed at the top of it. None of the technical material depends on a diagram, and the tempo of a bout, the pressure of a tied score, the strangeness of a venue, all of it belongs to description rather than illustration. Sports memoirs frequently fight their own medium in audio. This one does not.

Pacing helps as well. A career of this shape supplies natural chapter breaks, since seasons end, selections are announced and championships resolve, so the account arrives in units a listener can hold. Nothing needs to be tracked across a hundred pages or reconstructed later from a chart of results. You can put it down after a competition and pick it up before the next one without losing your footing, which is not true of every memoir at this length and matters more than it sounds when the listening is spread over a couple of weeks.

Two Publisher Names on One Listing Page

One notice deserves reading closely before you weigh any of the others. Kaitlyn Connelly, at four stars, opens by disclosing a reviewer copy received from the publisher through NetGalley in exchange for an honest review, and names that publisher as Hachette Books. The listing itself credits Legacy Lit. The disclosure is precisely what a reader should want to see and it thins the pool by one independent voice at the same time; the two publisher names sitting unexplained on the same page is a separate puzzle, and the buyer is left to reconcile them alone.

Content Warnings the Official Description Skips

The same four-star response supplies something the product page does not: content warnings. Racism, xenophobia, religious bigotry toward Muslims, hate letters and death threats. Nothing in the official description prepares a listener for the last two of those, and a memoir willing to go there has earned the flag rather than being damaged by it. Anyone buying this as a straightforwardly uplifting sports story for a younger reader should factor that in and decide deliberately rather than by accident.

The shelving is thin in a way that costs the book readers. The single tag on this listing reads Cultural & Regional. That is not wrong so much as almost empty: a memoir about Olympic saber fencing, American Muslim identity and the construction of an elite athlete is being represented by the vaguest available label, sitting across biography and sports categories without either one being specified. For a book a great many people would want if they knew it existed, that is a genuine discovery problem, and it is the kind nobody ever goes back to correct.

A High School Book Club Called It Inspirational

Young readers, and the adults who buy books for them. AwesomeMom, at five stars, ran it as the book of the month for a high school book club and reported the students describing it as inspirational, which is evidence rather than aspiration. The combination of a sport almost no teenager has tried, an identity story with real stakes, and an Olympic outcome at the end of it makes this an unusually easy sell to a reluctant reader, and the author's own voice does more of that work than a cover ever could.

It also serves fencers, readers assembling a shelf of American Muslim writing, and anyone who enjoys hearing an athlete describe the unglamorous middle of a career rather than only its summit. Skip it only if what you want is tactical or technical fencing content, because the sport here is the setting for a life rather than the subject of a manual, and the pages spent on blade work are pages spent on what the blade work meant.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

I want my daughter to read this

An amazing (modern) story of faith, family, and fighting for what you want and what you believe in. Ibtihaj is truly a role model for girls and boys (as well as adults!) at a time when society is craving more diversity and inspiration. I want my daughter to read this...

- Res4Life
★★★★★

Amazing read

I really enjoyed reading this book about Ibtihaj Muhammad's life. She really does a great job walking the readers through the ups and downs of her life. I run a high school book club and this was the book of the month for April. The students talked about how inspirational...

- AwesomeMom
★★★★★

Powerful and Compelling Story

I am very glad to be able to have an insight into Ibtihaj's personal story in fencing. As a sabre fencer and fencing coach myself, I want to be able to support all of my students however they come into the salle, and I feel this book gave me a...

- NLM, Esq.
★★★★☆

A story of being a person of color in white spaces and thriving (but also the challenges of it)

I received a reviewer copy of Proud by Ibtihaj Muhammad from the publisher Hachette Books from Netgalley in exchange for an honest review.CW: Racism, Xenophobia, Religious bigotry towards Muslims, Hate Letters and Death ThreatsWhat It’s About: Ibtihaj Muhammad is the first American Muslim Woman to wear Hijab in the Olympics....

- Kaitlyn Connelly
★★★★★

PROUD OF HER

I am very glad that I purchased this book. It really has motivated me, and allowed me to get through some harsh times that I am going through in my life. I have followed her throughout her journey in the Olympics and love seeing her thrive with her own company...

- PG

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Alexandra Reed

Written by Alexandra Reed

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