Pack Light
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Pack Light by Shilletha Curtis | Audiobook Review

By Shilletha Curtis

Narrated by Shilletha Curtis

🎧 6 hours and 12 minutes 📘 Audible Studios 📅 May 21, 2024 🌐 English

About This Audiobook

After losing her job due to the coronavirus pandemic, a vet tech decides to confront the roots of her childhood traumas by hiking the Appalachian Trail.

Pack Light follows a woman's journey changing the narrative of hiking while Black - because the great outdoors belongs to everyone.

This memoir will trace Shilletha's thru-hike from Georgia to Maine as she decided to confront the roots of her trauma. Growing up, Curtis suffered from a fractured family life, bullying at school, indifferent teachers, and abuse from people she trusted. Then she discovered the Appalachian Trail, which she successfully hiked in 2021. It took her eight months and four seasons to hike through 14 states, even more impressive given her lifelong struggle with depression, anxiety, PTSD, and ADHD.

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Memoir first, trail record second: that is the order to hold on to before starting this audiobook, and it is the order the book keeps insisting on. Shilletha Curtis walked from Georgia to Maine in 2021, eight months and four seasons through fourteen states, and she reads the account herself across six hours and twelve minutes. What she built out of that walk is not a mile log. It is a book about a childhood that went wrong early, about depression, anxiety, PTSD and ADHD carried up every climb, and about what the trail asks of a Black lesbian hiker in a pastime that has rarely pictured her in it.

The Missing Subtitle, A Journey to Find Myself

Curtis structures the book by alternation rather than by mileage. A stretch of trail brings up a piece of the life that preceded it, and the two lines run alongside each other for the whole distance: the fractured family, the bullying at school, the teachers who looked past it, the abuse from people she had trusted, then back to weather and elevation and the next resupply. One entry, headed A Treasured Addition to my Hiking library, describes that braiding of trail material with childhood and pre-trail life, and reports finishing the book in three days. That tells you something about the pull of the alternation even when the material is hard, and it explains why the hiking chapters never feel like relief.

Two facts about the credits are worth knowing before you buy. Curtis is her own reader, which on a first-person account of psychiatric history and racial hostility is a decision with consequences either way, and a sample is the honest way to test whether that match works for you. The second concerns the title. This record calls the book Pack Light and stops there; the entry headed A refreshing take on the trail memoir quotes a subtitle, A Journey to Find Myself, and calls it an accurate summary of the path on and off trail. A subtitle a reader can cite and a listing does not print is a small omission, but it is the half of the title that tells a buyer what kind of book this is.

Shelved With Nothing to Signal Outdoor Writing

Thru-hiking books usually sell competence: gear systems, mileage discipline, the pleasure of watching someone get very good at something difficult. Curtis sells the opposite, and it is the more interesting purchase. She started the Appalachian Trail after losing a veterinary technician's job in the coronavirus pandemic, carrying a diagnosis list that most people would treat as a disqualification from a long-distance footpath, and finished in 2021 after eight months and four seasons across fourteen states. The interest sits in the ratio between those numbers and the person doing them. Winter weather in the northern states is a logistics problem; walking a full season while managing PTSD is a different order of endurance, and the book keeps its attention on the second one.

Genre placement is doing this record no favors, either. It sits under biographies and memoirs with an LGBTQ+ tag and nothing at all that signals outdoor writing, which is where half of its natural buyers are browsing. The five-star entry headed Powerful message makes the case better than the category fields manage, arguing that every wilderness enthusiast should hear what some people of color and women go through simply to enjoy nature. That is an unusual demand for a memoir to make, because it asks the outdoors reader, rather than the recovery-memoir reader, to show up. Both audiences are genuinely served here, and only one of them is going to stumble across the book by category alone.

The Byline Says Curtis, the Trail Says Dragonsky

Expectations need setting, and one write-up sets them more honestly than the publisher copy does. The entry headed Raw, unflinching memoir warns buyers away from expecting a play-by-play chronology of the thru-hike, hiking skills, or Appalachian Trail lore, on the grounds that the book is not about the trail or how to hike it. Take that seriously before purchase. Compression is the mechanism: whole state lines pass in a sentence while a single childhood scene gets its full weight, and a two-thousand-mile walk is not what the running time is being spent on. Anyone who wants the shelter-by-shelter texture that thru-hiking memoirs usually run on will find very little of it.

Names are the other practical snag. The byline says Shilletha Curtis; readers, and the trail itself, say Dragonsky, and four of the five entries in the column use that trail name as though it needed no explanation. Nothing on the record glosses it, so a listener new to trail-naming culture can spend the first hour working out that one person is under discussion. Content is the heavier warning. Abuse, bullying, depression and on-trail racism and homophobia all arrive at close range, and audio removes the escape route a printed page offers, where an eye can skim ahead and steady itself. Plan the sessions with that in mind rather than treating this as background listening.

A Long Walk Treated as a Method

Recovery-memoir readers who want the arc complicated rather than resolved are the core audience, and so are hikers who have begun noticing who is and is not on the trail beside them. The entry headed Healing through Immersion in the Natural World frames the book as healing pursued partly through the natural world and the physical demands of walking long distances, and partly through finding the limits of one's own independence and power, which is a fair description of where the story lands. Listeners who follow Black outdoor communities, or who have watched a mental-health diagnosis get treated as a permanent disqualification from ambition, will find the argument here already made for them.

Poor fits are easy to name. Anyone shopping for a practical guide to the Appalachian Trail, a gear philosophy, or a day-by-day account of a thru-hike should buy something else, because this book declines all three deliberately. Listeners who need a reader positioned at some distance from the material will not get that from an author speaking her own worst years aloud. And anyone hoping the hard passages have been softened for easy listening should know that the softening never arrives. What is left is a memoir that treats a very long walk as a method rather than a subject, which is rarer on this shelf than it sounds.

  • Read by: The author holds the only voice credit, which on a first-person memoir strips out the layer of interpretation a hired reader would add.
  • At its heart: Thru-hiking as recovery, racism and homophobia in outdoor spaces, living with a stacked mental-health diagnosis.
  • Vibe: Bruised and forward-moving.
  • Short version: Strong on the person, thin on the path, and clear-eyed about which of the two it cares about.

Questions Listeners Ask

Why do the written reviews on the Pack Light audiobook all give five stars when the average sits at 4.4?

Forty-five grades feed that average and only five of them arrive with text attached, all five-star. The quieter grades exist but explain nothing, so the written column reads considerably warmer than the badge above it. Treat the badge as the wider vote and the entries as the enthusiasts.

Is Pack Light part of a series, or does it stand alone?

It stands alone. Series name and series number are both empty on the record, and nothing in the description points toward a sequel or companion volume. Audible Studios released it in May 2024, and the 2021 hike supplies the whole of the arc, beginning to end.

Does the Pack Light audiobook carry any content warning for the abuse and mental-health material?

None is posted. The description itself names childhood trauma, bullying, indifferent teachers, abuse from trusted people and a lifelong struggle with depression, anxiety, PTSD and ADHD, and the book treats all of it directly. If any of that is live for you, read the description as the warning it effectively is.

Is the Appalachian Trail the whole of the book, or does it move off the trail?

Roughly half the material happens away from the footpath: family, school, the work life that ended with a pandemic job loss, and the years of treatment before the walk. Trail chapters act as the frame that makes the rest tellable, which is why the hiking content alone would not fill the running time.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

Healing through Immersion in the Natural World

"Pack Light" is a beautifully written and engrossing memoir about healing from childhood trauma, abuse, and ongoing mental illness. She partially accomplishes this through immersion in the natural world and the physical demands of hiking long distances, or learning the extent to--and sometimes the limits of--her own independence and power....

- Rebecca R.
★★★★★

A Treasured Addition to my Hiking library

This book is a must-read work of thru hiking literature. It is incredibly vulnerable, raw, and brilliantly written.From the first chapter I became totally engulfed in Dragonsky’s story and ended up finishing it in just 3 days.I have read countless books about the Appalachian Trail, but I’ve never read a...

- Tracy Drufovka
★★★★★

A refreshing take on the trail memoir

Dragonsky, aka Shilletha Curtis, has given us a very personal glimpse into the intersection of the hiking community of the Appalachian Trail and what it is to be a Black lesbian in America. Her struggles with her daily life, mental illness, racism, and the empowerment she finds despite and because...

- D. Brooks
★★★★★

Raw, unflinching memoir

Dragonsky’s memoir is raw and unflinching. It’s not just the story of one woman’s drive to thru-hike a 2000+ mile trail, it’s a story of a childhood disrupted, of struggles to overcome mental health challenges, and of a search for connection with other human beings. Do not come to this...

- Sujana
★★★★★

Powerful message

Every wilderness enthusiast should read this book to get a taste of the struggles some people of color and women go through just to simply enjoy nature. Dragonsky is an inspiration to all women and people of color who want to break out of their comfort zone. This is a...

- Lindsay Bradford

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