My Year of Rest and Relaxation
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My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh | Free Audiobook

By Ottessa Moshfegh

Narrated by Julia Whelan

🎧 7 hours and 15 minutes 📘 Vintage Digital 📅 March 14, 2019 🌐 English
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Random House presents the audiobook edition of My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh, read by Julia Whelan.

SHORTLISTED FOR THE WELLCOME BOOK PRIZE 2019

FROM THE MAN BOOKER-SHORTLISTED AUTHOR OF EILEEN

THE NEW YORK TIMES BESTSELLER

‘Savage, funny, frequently on the verge of teetering into lunacy… My Year of Rest and Relaxation is a non-negotiable in your holiday carry-on this summer’ Vogue

It’s the year 2000 in a city aglitter with wealth and possibility; what could be so terribly wrong?

Our narrator has many of the advantages of life: Young, thin, pretty, a recent Columbia graduate, she lives in an apartment on the Upper East Side of Manhattan paid for, like everything else, by her inheritance. But there is a vacuum at the heart of things, and it isn’t just the loss of her parents in college, or the way her Wall Street boyfriend treats her, or her sadomasochistic relationship with her alleged best friend.

Blackly funny, both merciless and compassionate – dangling its legs over the ledge of 9/11 – My Year of Rest and Relaxation is a showcase for the gifts of one of America’s major young writers.

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Julia Whelan’s flat, intelligent delivery is precisely calibrated to the narrator’s studied detachment, one of the better narrator-to-character matches in recent literary audio.
  • Themes: Privilege and numbness, grief as refusal, the limits of pharmaceutical escape
  • Mood: Bleakly funny, strangely hypnotic, and not entirely comfortable
  • Verdict: Whelan’s performance and Moshfegh’s prose work together to produce something that gets under your skin in ways that are hard to fully explain after the fact.

I came to My Year of Rest and Relaxation later than most of the people I know who have read it. By the time I listened, it had already accumulated the particular cultural weight of a book that divides readers sharply between those who find it repellent and those who find it oddly necessary. I listened over two days, not quite able to commit to putting it on during daylight hours, and I think that was the right decision. This is a nighttime book. It belongs to the small hours when the ordinary justifications for productivity and optimism feel less convincing than usual.

Julia Whelan narrates, and this is one of those cases where the casting does a substantial portion of the interpretive work. The narrator of this novel, unnamed, is a 23-year-old Columbia graduate living in an Upper East Side apartment funded by her parents’ inheritance, attempting to sleep through an entire year with the help of a psychiatrist who prescribes with unusual generosity. Whelan gives her a measured, intelligent flatness that renders the narrator’s studied indifference as something other than simple shallowness. There is a precision to how Whelan reads the self-awareness that runs beneath the numbness, and getting that balance right is the performance’s central achievement.

Our Take on My Year of Rest and Relaxation

Ottessa Moshfegh writes about privilege in a way that refuses the reader any comfortable position. The unnamed narrator is not likable, but she is not presented as a cautionary tale either, and that refusal to frame her story morally is what makes the novel genuinely unsettling. She has everything the culture tells her should constitute a satisfying life: beauty, money, youth, a Manhattan apartment, a Wall Street boyfriend. The vacuum at the center of all of it is the book’s actual subject, and Moshfegh investigates that vacuum without sentimentality or easy explanation. The novel is shortlisted for the Wellcome Book Prize, which recognizes work that engages with health and human experience, and that framing makes sense. This is a book about what depression and grief and disconnection actually feel like from inside them, not a book about what they look like from a therapeutic distance.

Why Listen to My Year of Rest and Relaxation

The audio format has a specific advantage with this novel: Whelan’s controlled performance prevents the reader’s relationship to the narrator from curdling entirely into contempt, which can happen with the print version for readers who are less patient with the material. The flatness of the prose, which some reviewers describe as repetitive or dragging around the midpoint, becomes more bearable on audio because Whelan modulates it subtly enough that the repetition feels intentional rather than inert. This is also a novel that rewards the kind of sustained half-attention that audiobooks permit: you can listen through the blankest stretches and be rewarded by the moments where Moshfegh’s prose suddenly does something unexpected.

What to Watch For in My Year of Rest and Relaxation

One reviewer warns against reading this if you are already depressed, and that is not a frivolous caution. The novel is set in the year 2000 in Manhattan, which means it exists in the shadow of the September 11 attacks without directly addressing them, and Moshfegh uses that temporal position deliberately. The book’s dark humor is real, but it coexists with genuine desolation. Readers expecting a satirical comedy of manners will find something more psychologically complicated. The sadomasochistic friendship with the character Reva provides most of the novel’s external energy and some of its most uncomfortable observations about what people use each other for. One reviewer described the experience as cathartic rather than amusing, which is perhaps the more accurate category for what the novel produces.

Who Should Listen to My Year of Rest and Relaxation

Listeners who enjoy literary fiction that operates without moral scaffolding and who are willing to spend time inside a consciousness that is not designed to be sympathetic will find this rewarding. Readers familiar with Moshfegh’s other work, particularly Eileen, will recognize the register. This is less suited to listeners who need narrative momentum, or who find novels about characters making consistently questionable choices more frustrating than fascinating. Julia Whelan’s narration is strong enough that this is a better listen than read for those on the fence about the prose style.

Frequently Asked Questions

Is Julia Whelan’s narration well suited to this particular novel and narrator?

Yes, very much so. Whelan’s controlled flatness captures the unnamed narrator’s studied detachment while preserving the intelligence that runs beneath it. This is one of the more thoughtfully cast literary audiobooks in recent years.

Is this book actually funny, or is ‘dark comedy’ a generous description?

It is genuinely funny in places, though the humor operates in the register of absurdist observation rather than jokes. The dark comedy exists alongside genuine desolation rather than lightening it, and the balance shifts depending on the passage. Most readers experience both.

Does the novel have a plot in the traditional sense, or is it entirely character-driven?

Largely character-driven, though external events occur. The novel follows one year in the narrator’s life as she attempts to sleep through it with pharmaceutical assistance, and the plot is mostly internal. Listeners expecting traditional story architecture will not find it here.

Why is the novel set specifically in the year 2000, and does that context matter?

The year 2000 setting places the narrator’s self-imposed hibernation in the period immediately before September 11, 2001, and Moshfegh uses that temporal shadow deliberately. The novel’s ending gains specific meaning from that historical positioning.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

IF YOU GET IT YOU GET IT, IF YOU DON’T THAN YOU DON’T *SPOILER FREE REVIEW*

Keep in mind: This is not a spoiler because the text verbs and choice of words identifies that the narrator is speaking PAST TENSE.The book starts off with her remembering the said year when her slumber began. These events ALREADY HAPPENED — we are learning them from her – a…

– Brandon & Kali
★★★★☆

Great, dark humor fiction.

I was looking for a dark humor fiction book, and this one certainly didn't disappoint. I loved the story. Loved the humor. Loved the writing. Loved how the main character's parents were described. They seemed A LOT like mine: didn't know how to be parents, didn't even bother acting like…

– M.J.
★★★☆☆

Don't read if you're depressed. Well written but drags on a bit.

This book was entertaining and well written. Dark humor and sarcastic are always fun…But I will say about halfway through, it felt like the story was dragging out. The ended didn't make me happy, nor did it make angry. It just was. I suppose that's the energy of the book…

– Rebecca
★★★★★

CATHARTIC

So, I'm not an avid reader. Nor am I a big 'chick lit' fan. I rarely finish books, but I was looking for something to sink my teeth into after a long spell without anything decent to read (by 'decent' I mean nothing I cared about after 20 pages). Well,…

– Jane Fairchild
★★★★★

It’s in great quality

The book came sealed. I’m very happy

– Amanda

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