Zel
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Part of The GriMM Tales

By Amanda Meuwissen

Narrated by Curtis Michael Holland

🎧 7 hours and 30 minutes 📘 Amanda Meuwissen Books 📅 March 5, 2026 🌐 English
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An assassin in disguise is not meant to fall for their target… but Rapunzel’s life has never gone as planned.

Twenty winters ago, before the Great Famine, Zel’s parents were caught stealing the fabled sorcerer’s rapunzel, the magical lettuce that grows around the base of his tall tower in the wood. He released them under the condition that when their yet unborn babe reaches adulthood, she will stay with him for one month before becoming his bride.

Then Zel was born a boy.

Only Zel’s parents know the truth, but while he was raised to pretend to be a girl, he will be no monster’s bride. He will use his month in the tower to unravel the mystery of the sorcerer’s immortality, so he might slay his would-be bridegroom and claim the tower and its treasures for the Thieves Guild.

What Zel does not know is that the sorcerer, Ulrich, has his own deceptions planned, and their journey of secrets, seduction, and identity might lead to revelations neither expect.

Originally part of the multi-author collaboration The GriMM Tales. Each book set in the GriMM fairytale world can be listened to as a standalone and contains its own Happily Ever After. See mybook.to/GriMM if you would like to listen to the rest. This story features possessive mutual pining from enemies to lovers, secret motives, crossdressing that becomes gender identity discovery, and a guaranteed happy for now ending.

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Curtis Michael Holland handles a character-driven romance with gender identity at its center, his performance manages Zel’s voice with sensitivity and enough range to carry the emotional arc.
  • Themes: Gender identity discovery, enemies to lovers, fairytale retelling with queer representation
  • Mood: Warm, romantic, and lightly spicy with genuine emotional stakes underneath
  • Verdict: A Rapunzel retelling that earns its reimagining by centering gender identity discovery at the heart of the story, readers who love the concept will find the execution matches it.

Fairytale retellings are a crowded space, and the best ones do something specific: they find the element of the original that was always more complicated than the children’s version let on and push on it. Zel, Amanda Meuwissen’s entry in the multi-author GriMM Tales series, does this with precision. Rapunzel’s story has always been about a figure trapped in a tower, kept from the world by someone claiming authority over her body and future. Meuwissen takes that structure and asks: what if the gender assumption built into the original were itself part of the trap?

The setup is tight. Zel’s parents were caught stealing the sorcerer’s magical rapunzel plant, and to secure their freedom they promised that when their unborn child comes of age, she will live in the tower for a month before becoming the sorcerer’s bride. The problem: Zel was born a boy, raised in secret, and has arrived at adulthood with a mission that has nothing to do with marriage. He plans to infiltrate the tower, unravel the sorcerer’s immortality, and claim the treasures for the Thieves Guild. The sorcerer, Ulrich, has his own deceptions prepared. Neither of them is what the other expects.

Our Take on Zel

Meuwissen is working in well-worn genre territory, enemies to lovers, secret missions, slow-burn mutual pining, and she is competent in all of it. But what makes Zel specifically worth discussing is how she handles the gender identity thread. Zel does not arrive at the tower with a clear sense of who he is. His crossdressing has been a survival strategy, but the month in the tower, and Ulrich’s specific way of seeing him, becomes the space where something deeper is worked out. A reviewer describes the trans and nonbinary representation as a wonderful surprise that was a joy to read, and that surprise indicates Meuwissen integrates the identity arc into the romance rather than treating it as a separate narrative burden.

Ulrich’s characterization is handled well. He is introduced with the right amount of menace and mystery, a figure whose immortality and apparent cruelty obscure more complex motivations, and the book is careful not to resolve him too quickly. The enemies-to-lovers progression has genuine tension because both characters are actively deceiving each other at the story’s start, and the unwinding of those deceptions is where the romance earns its emotional weight.

Why Listen to Zel

Curtis Michael Holland’s narration carries the story with appropriate warmth. The GriMM Tales series is designed for audio enjoyment, and Meuwissen’s prose works in that format: dialogue-driven, emotionally direct, with a pace that does not overstay its welcome at seven and a half hours. A reviewer who describes the outcome as perfect captures the satisfaction of a romance that delivers on its premise without hedging or withholding.

This is a standalone entry in the GriMM Tales series, which means you do not need to have listened to any other books in the collaboration to follow the story or care about the characters. The world has shared mythology and some characters may appear across multiple books, but Zel’s narrative is complete in itself, with its own happy ending as promised in the series format.

What to Watch For in Zel

A reviewer who gave three and a half stars notes a fondness for the concept and the representation while finding some execution elements thinner than hoped. The book is clearly written with genre conventions in mind, and listeners who have read extensively in romance or paranormal romance may find the beats predictable. Meuwissen is not subverting the enemies-to-lovers formula so much as she is executing it with a queer identity layer that gives it additional meaning. If the formula itself is what you are fatigued by, the identity thread may not be enough to overcome that fatigue.

The spice level is described by reviewers as light to moderate, enough to earn a two-chili designation, but not what would be classified as explicit. Readers expecting high heat will want to calibrate expectations accordingly.

Who Should Listen to Zel

Reach for this if you enjoy fairytale retellings that take their source material seriously enough to genuinely interrogate it, if queer romance with gender identity at its center interests you, or if you are already a reader of the GriMM Tales series looking for an entry with specific representation. It also works well as a standalone comfort listen for anyone who wants a story with genuine warmth and a satisfying resolution. Listeners looking for high literary complexity or subversion of romance genre conventions will find the book more conventional than its premise might suggest.

Frequently Asked Questions

Is Zel a standalone story or does it require reading other GriMM Tales books first?

It is a standalone. Each GriMM Tales entry has its own complete story and guaranteed happy ending, though the shared world means crossovers exist.

How explicitly does the book address Zel’s gender identity, is it a major arc or a background element?

It is a significant arc woven into the romance rather than a background detail. Zel’s time in the tower becomes the space where he works through questions about his identity, and Ulrich’s acceptance is central to the emotional resolution.

What is the content level for this romance, how spicy is it?

Reviewers classify it around two out of five chilis, present but not explicit. It is a romance with heat rather than a spicy read in the high-heat sense of the genre.

Does Curtis Michael Holland’s narration effectively distinguish between Zel’s and Ulrich’s perspectives?

Reviewers are generally positive about the narration, finding it emotionally appropriate to the material. Holland manages the tonal shift between Zel’s guarded exterior and Ulrich’s gradually revealed interiority without flattening either.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

Great Retelling

This book has a very unique twist to the retelling of Rapunzel, bringing new life to an old favorite.It captivated me from the first page, sinking its claws deeper with each turn of the page, making it impossible to put the book down. The twists and turns, suspense, and secret…

– aqj ❤️📚
★★★★☆

Amazing

4.5 ⭐️ 2🌶Turning Rapunzel into an assassin love story is brilliant. I loved everything about this book. The little side quest of Zel's self-discovery was also a nice touch to the story and being loved and accepted for who they are. The final outcome for Zel and Ulrich is just…

– K Tingler
★★★★★

Cute & spicy story with trans rep!

This is the second book in the connected GriMM Tales series, and I think I loved it even more than the first one, Little Red Riding Hood. I was not expecting the trans/nonbinary representation and positivity and it was such a wonderful surprise. It was a joy to read. It…

– Michelle
★★★☆☆

MM fairytale retelling

3.5⭐️I do like the take of this Rapunzel retelling. Also love the self discovery and finding out who they really are.What I like about Zel and Ulrich is how they accepted each other. The way Ulrich doesn’t care about Zel gender. Because he who he really wants Zel no matter…

– Autumn L
★★★★☆

Highly Recommend

Zel is a very entertaining selection from the GriMM Fairytale series. A quite unique spin on the tale of Rapunzel; I enjoyed every minute.

– SweetMama2
Alexandra Reed

Written by Alexandra Reed

Founder & Literary Critic