Savage
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Savage by Erin Russell | Free Audiobook

Part of Sins of the Banna #1

By Erin Russell

Narrated by Nathan Kelly

🎧 9 hours and 52 minutes 📘 Erin Russell 📅 February 1, 2026 🌐 English
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Everyone thinks the mafia is so glamorous. They make books and movies by the hundred and it’s all suave guys in suits making deals in smoky backrooms over poker games.

Well, I’m the mafia prince of Oklahoma. There’s no glitz or glamor here, and I hate every minute of it. But it’s my birthright. Until war breaks out between my family and the Aryan Brotherhood, and I’m forced to go into hiding in a little Missouri town that’s even more remote and redneck than my own.

The only upside is that I get to see the boy I used to share my home with, until his mother got sick of my dad and ran for the hills. I devoted my childhood to protecting him from my violent father, and it was the only thing that’s every made me feel like a good person. Seeing him again makes me feel like maybe that good version of myself isn’t as dead and buried as I thought. Maybe there’s a chance to get him back, if I can scrape away all the numbness and callous around my heart that a lifetime of violence has built up.

Not to mention, he’s…different. He was always a shy, scared little kid. Now he’s still kind of little, but he’s ten pounds of confidence in a five pound bag. And he has no problem telling the homophobic killers that I work with where to shove it if they don’t like who he’s become. I’m inspired, and I wish I could take a little bit of that confidence for myself.

I’ve spent my entire life rolling over and giving Dad whatever he wanted. Chipping away at my soul, one piece at a time. With Micah’s help, maybe I can get it back. Even if his methods are the last thing I was expecting….

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Nathan Kelly narrates a story told in dual first-person and handles the distinction between Tadhg and Micah’s perspectives with enough vocal differentiation to keep the shifts clear across nearly ten hours.
  • Themes: Trauma recovery and chosen family, MM romance with dark mafia elements, stepbrother dynamics and complicated loyalty
  • Mood: Intense and emotionally heavy, with moments of warmth that land harder for the surrounding darkness
  • Verdict: A solid first entry in the Sins of the Banna series for readers who want emotional depth alongside the dark romance framework.

I picked up Savage on a weeknight when I wanted something that would pull me fully out of the nonfiction I had been reading for most of the month. The premise, a mafia prince of Oklahoma hiding from an inter-gang war in the Missouri small town where his former stepbrother now lives as a nurse, has the combination of dark romance architecture and genuine emotional backstory that the best examples of the genre use well. Erin Russell’s first book in the Sins of the Banna series commits to that combination seriously, and the result is a nearly ten-hour listen that earns its emotional payoff even when it takes the long route getting there.

The narrator is Tadhg, known as Savage, and he is what one reviewer accurately called broken in ways that take a long time to become visible. He grew up as the son of a violent mafia patriarch, spent his childhood protecting Micah from that violence, and has spent the years since building an identity entirely around the role his father assigned him. The reunion with Micah, who is no longer the scared kid Tadhg protected but a confident, self-possessed nurse who has built his own life, creates the central dynamic. Tadhg is forced to reckon with a version of himself that existed before the numbness set in, and Micah is forced to decide how much of his own carefully constructed peace he is willing to risk on someone who is, by all visible evidence, still dangerous.

The Stepbrother Dynamic and What It Actually Explores

The stepbrother element of Savage is handled with more psychological nuance than the trope usually receives. Tadhg and Micah’s relationship was never romantic during their shared childhood, it was protective in the way that an older sibling protects a younger one from a dangerous household. The reunion attraction emerges from rediscovery rather than suppressed historical desire, and Russell uses that distinction to ground the romance in something more substantive than the standard forbidden-relationship framework. One reviewer who follows Russell’s broader connected universe described the pleasure of seeing Tadhg and Micah from a different angle after encountering them in Running Feral, and noted that their dynamic holds up as a primary story rather than a supplementary one. Another reviewer described the epilogue as delivering on an emotional promise that the rest of the book carefully withholds, which is an honest summary of how Russell constructs her payoffs.

Where the Pacing Strains and Why

The most honest critical response to Savage acknowledges a middle-section challenge. Tadhg’s arc requires him to be genuinely stuck for a long stretch, too depressed, too withdrawn from self-care, too trapped in his own patterns to make the choices that would accelerate the story. One reviewer described him as refusing to show character growth for an extended period, noting that he only became fully likable in the epilogue. This is a real pacing tension, not a character failure. Russell is writing a specific and realistic kind of trauma response, and the timeline of that response does not always align with what romance pacing convention expects. Listeners who have patience for slow emotional thaws will find the payoff genuine. Those who need consistent forward momentum from the romantic lead will have a harder time in the middle chapters and should calibrate their expectations before starting.

Nathan Kelly’s Dual Narration Across Nearly Ten Hours

Nathan Kelly handles the dual first-person structure with the pragmatic skill of an experienced audiobook narrator who knows that the job is clarity first. Tadhg and Micah’s voices are differentiated enough that you always know whose perspective you are in without the distinction becoming theatrical. The heavier emotional content, Tadhg’s withdrawal, the mafia violence, the scenes of confrontation between Tadhg’s world and Micah’s colleagues, is handled without sensationalism. A few reviewers noted wanting more of the story from Micah’s point of view, and that desire is a reasonable response to Kelly’s narration making Micah feel like a fully inhabited character even when the text keeps us at Tadhg’s angle. The 4.2 rating across 790 reviews reflects a strong base of readers who found the emotional depth worth the patience the book demands.

The Series Setup and What Comes Next

Savage is the first book in the Sins of the Banna series, and Russell uses it to establish the broader world of the Oklahoma mafia family, the Banna, and the various characters who inhabit it. The book explicitly connects to the Possum Hollow series that Russell’s readers will know, and one reviewer described the pleasure of catching a glimpse of Gunner and Tobias’s story from another point of view, while expressing genuine curiosity about a character called Fallow who appears briefly and promises future complications. For listeners new to Russell’s work, Savage functions as a self-contained introduction to this world, but for those familiar with the connected universe, it adds layers that a standalone reading cannot access. The 4.2 rating across 790 reviews is a reasonable aggregate of what is a genuinely divided response: readers who matched the book’s emotional frequency found it deeply satisfying, while those who found Tadhg’s extended stasis difficult came away with more mixed feelings. Russell is clearly a writer with a committed readership that returns to her work across multiple series, and Savage gives that readership exactly the emotional intensity and character depth they have come to expect from her.

Frequently Asked Questions

Is Savage the first book in the Sins of the Banna series, and do I need to have read the Possum Hollow series first?

Savage is the first book in the Sins of the Banna series. Multiple reviewers noted that it connects to Russell’s broader universe, including the Possum Hollow series, and that readers who have followed Running Feral will have additional context for Tadhg and Micah’s earlier appearances. However, Savage functions as a complete story on its own terms and does not require prior series knowledge.

How dark is the content, is this more romance with dark elements or more dark fiction with romantic elements?

The balance tilts toward romance with dark elements rather than literary dark fiction. The mafia violence and trauma history are prominent and handled with seriousness, but the narrative structure and emotional throughline are primarily romantic. Readers comfortable with dark MM romance tropes will find the balance familiar. Those looking for genre thriller pacing or graphic violence will find this more emotionally focused than action-focused.

Is this a free audiobook on Audible?

Yes, Savage is currently listed at $0.00 on Audible, making it a free audiobook for members. The audiobook was released in February 2026. Check the current Audible listing to confirm pricing availability, as promotional pricing can change.

Reviewers mention Tadhg being frustrating to follow, is the character growth arc ultimately satisfying?

It depends on your tolerance for slow character development. Tadhg’s growth is real but requires patience from the listener. Those who found him frustrating during the middle sections generally acknowledged that the epilogue delivered on the emotional promise of the setup. Readers who value authentic trauma portrayal over narrative efficiency will find his arc more satisfying than those expecting a steadier progression toward change.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

Insanely Good!!

Tadhg and Micah were step brothers once upon a time. A long time ago, and what feels like several lifetimes ago. Now, Micah is a nurse and Tadhg goes by Savage and is the Mafia Prince of Oklahoma. Their lives are so vastly different now, but they end up crossing…

– Lauralee
★★★★☆

Some good some bad

This book started out great with an interesting plot I hadn't read before. But as it continues, the MC Savage just got on my nerves and straight up refused to show any character growth at all. He's depressed, insecure, whiny, weak and refuses to do anything to help himself even…

– Casey Elaine
★★★☆☆

sav & micah

i’m a sucker for an mm book and wished this one had more spice!but also wanted more plot and how savage found help for his mental health issues.i loved that he got a second chance and got to end up with Micah.some of these smut scenes where everything!

– perla
★★★★★

Savage

I really liked this book and I was hooked into it from the beginning. I love that it ties into the Possum Hollow series and we we also got a glimpse of Gunners and Tobias story from another POV! Absolutely loved the dynamic between Sav and Micah. I felt so…

– Jennifer Mitchell
★★★★☆

An intense & emotional dark romance!

Rating: 4Steam: 3PoV: dual, 1st personGenre: dark romance, MMTropes / tags: mafia, hurt / comfort, stepbrothersI’ve been wanting more of Micah and Sav ever since they appeared in Running Feral, and I was so excited for their story!As usual with Erin Russell, it was an intense and emotional read, with…

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