I'm Your Huckleberry
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I'm Your Huckleberry by Val Kilmer | Free Audiobook

By Val Kilmer

Narrated by Will Forte

🎧 7 hours and 10 minutes 📘 Simon & Schuster Audio 📅 April 21, 2020 🌐 English
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In this New York Times bestseller, legendary actor and star of the acclaimed documentary Val shares the stories behind his most beloved roles, reminisces about his star-studded career and love life, and reveals the truth behind his recent health struggles in a remarkably candid autobiography.

Val Kilmer has played many iconic roles over his nearly four-decade film career. A table-dancing Cold War agent in Top Secret! A troublemaking science prodigy in Real Genius. A brash fighter pilot in Top Gun. A swashbuckling knight in Willow. A lovelorn bank robber in Heat. A charming master of disguise in The Saint. A wise-cracking detective in Kiss Kiss Bang Bang. Of course, Batman, Jim Morrison and the sharp-shooting Doc Holliday.

But who is the real Val Kilmer? With I’m Your Huckleberry, the enigmatic actor at last steps out of character and reveals his true self.

In this uniquely assembled memoir—featuring vivid prose, snippets of poetry and rarely-seen photos—Kilmer reflects on his acclaimed career, including becoming the youngest actor ever admitted to the Juilliard School’s famed drama department, determinedly campaigning to win the lead part in The Doors, and realizing a years-long dream of performing a one-man show as his hero Mark Twain. He shares candid stories of working with screen legends Marlon Brando, Tom Cruise, Robert Downey Jr. and Robert De Niro, and recounts high-profile romances with Cher, Cindy Crawford, Daryl Hannah, and former wife Joanne Whalley. He chronicles his spiritual journey and lifelong belief in Christian Science, and describes travels to far-flung locales such as a scarcely inhabited island in the Indian Ocean where he suffered from delirium and was cared for by the resident tribe. And he reveals details of his recent throat cancer diagnosis and recovery—about which he has disclosed little until now.

While containing plenty of tantalizing celebrity anecdotes, I’m Your Huckleberry—taken from the famous line Kilmer delivers as Holliday in Tombstone—is ultimately a singularly written and deeply moving reflection on mortality and the mysteries of life.

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Will Forte is a capable stand-in, warm and well-paced, but many listeners who’ve also seen the documentary ‘Val’ will feel the absence of Kilmer’s own voice, which carries a weight no proxy can fully replicate.
  • Themes: Hollywood mythology and the actor’s life, Christian Science faith, mortality and illness, the performance of identity
  • Mood: Candid and emotionally generous, funny in unexpected places, grave in others
  • Verdict: One of the more genuinely surprising celebrity memoirs in recent years, Kilmer writes with literary awareness and disarming vulnerability about a life larger and stranger than his on-screen work suggested.

Before I listened to I’m Your Huckleberry, I would not have placed Val Kilmer among actors whose memoirs I expected to find genuinely moving. I knew the films, Tombstone, Heat, The Doors, Top Gun, and I knew the reputation, which was for volatility and difficulty and a certain legendary stubbornness. What I did not know, and what this book reveals over 7 hours and 10 minutes, is that Kilmer is a considerably more interior and literarily minded person than his public image suggested. The surprise of the book is part of its pleasure.

Will Forte narrates for Simon and Schuster Audio. It’s a New York Times bestseller, and the reception has been, by celebrity memoir standards, unusually warm.

Our Take on I’m Your Huckleberry

The memoir is non-linear, which Kilmer presents as a deliberate formal choice, his life doesn’t proceed chronologically in his memory, and he’s not going to pretend otherwise. Some readers find this disorienting; most reviewers describe adjusting to the structure and finding it rewarding. The result is something closer to an essay collection or a poet’s notebook than a traditional career retrospective. Kilmer moves between the set of Tombstone and his one-man Mark Twain show, between childhood memories and the Indian Ocean island where he was cared for by a local tribe during a bout of delirium, between the Juilliard years and the throat cancer diagnosis he kept private for years.

The book’s most commented-on quality, among readers who came to it without strong prior investment in Kilmer, is the writing itself. Kilmer is not a celebrity who dictated a memoir to a ghostwriter. The prose has a genuine literary awareness, references to poets he loves, a comfort with digression that reflects actual intellectual curiosity rather than anecdote-stringing. One reviewer describes arriving skeptical of celebrity autobiographies and finding this among the best they’d read in years.

Why Listen to I’m Your Huckleberry

Will Forte is best known as a comedian, which might seem like a counterintuitive casting choice for a memoir that gets genuinely grave in its later sections. But it works. Forte has the range to handle Kilmer’s wry humor, the stories about Marlon Brando on the set of The Island of Dr. Moreau require someone who can convey absurdity without slapstick, and the restraint to allow the throat cancer sections their proper weight. He narrates as an interpreter rather than a performer, which is what the material requires.

That said: listeners who’ve watched the documentary Val, in which Kilmer narrates his own life using recordings made over decades and his post-cancer voice, will understand what’s missing here. Kilmer’s actual voice, with all the cost of what happened to it, is an instrument no stand-in can replace. The audiobook is the next best thing, and Forte is a good-faith effort, but the documentary is worth seeing for context on what the autobiography is reaching toward.

What to Watch For in I’m Your Huckleberry

The non-linear structure is the primary navigational challenge. If you prefer autobiography that moves from childhood to present in orderly sequence, this book will feel like a conversation that keeps changing subjects. That’s by design, Kilmer is writing the way he thinks, but it requires a certain kind of attention that linear narrative doesn’t. The payoff is that the book builds a composite picture of a person rather than a timeline of events, which is ultimately more revealing.

The Christian Science sections require patience from readers who are not drawn to faith-based frameworks. Kilmer’s belief in Christian Science is not incidental to the memoir, it shaped his response to his cancer diagnosis in ways that were controversial, and he discusses this candidly without either defending his choices as obviously right or retreating from them. It’s one of the book’s more interesting passages, precisely because he doesn’t resolve the tension for the reader.

Who Should Listen to I’m Your Huckleberry

Film history enthusiasts with any fondness for Kilmer’s work, Tombstone especially, but also The Doors, Heat, and Top Gun, will find the behind-the-scenes material genuinely fascinating. Readers who like celebrity memoirs that go beyond surface anecdote and engage seriously with questions of identity and mortality will find this one of the more thoughtful examples of the genre. Anyone who has followed Kilmer’s later career or seen his documentary will want to hear the memoir’s version of events. Listeners who prefer conventional linear biography may find the structure frustrating, stick with it past the first hour and the rhythm becomes clear.

Frequently Asked Questions

Why doesn’t Val Kilmer narrate his own memoir, and does Will Forte’s performance compensate?

Kilmer’s throat cancer treatment significantly affected his voice, making traditional audiobook narration impossible at the time of production. Will Forte is a thoughtful choice, warm, intelligent, capable of the range the material requires. But listeners who’ve seen the documentary ‘Val,’ which used Kilmer’s own recordings, will feel the absence. Forte compensates as well as any stand-in could; the gap is simply inherent to the situation.

How does I’m Your Huckleberry handle Kilmer’s throat cancer diagnosis and treatment?

With unusual candor and without sentimentality. Kilmer discusses the diagnosis, his decision to manage it initially through Christian Science rather than conventional medicine, and the long treatment and recovery process. He doesn’t present his choices as obviously right or wrong, he describes them as his, shaped by a lifetime of belief that he examines without abandoning. The sections are among the book’s most affecting.

Does I’m Your Huckleberry address the difficult-to-work-with reputation Kilmer developed in Hollywood?

Kilmer addresses his reputation with a self-awareness that surprises most readers. He acknowledges the perception without fully endorsing it, offers context from his perspective, and shares stories about working relationships, including difficult ones, that are neither defensive nor self-flagellating. The Marlon Brando anecdotes from The Island of Dr. Moreau are particularly memorable.

Is I’m Your Huckleberry primarily for film fans, or does it appeal more broadly as a literary memoir?

It works on both levels. Film fans will find the behind-the-scenes material from Top Gun, Tombstone, The Doors, Heat, and Batman invaluable. But the memoir’s broader appeal is literary, Kilmer writes with genuine self-awareness and intellectual curiosity that extends well beyond Hollywood anecdote. Readers who came to it with no particular attachment to his films and still found it among the best memoirs they’d read are not an anomaly.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

A good, revealing and readable intro to a versatile actor.

I really enjoyed this book, an autobiography of the actor Val Kilmer. Everyone knows someone like him, the kid with an irrepressible energy mixed with wry wit and not a small bit of mischief. If he had been ten or twelve years older he would have made a really great…

– invisible
★★★★★

I am in love

I am falling in love with Val Kilmar. Not having seen him in most of his movies I am blown away. His writing is so full of life, hilarious, and fascinating. This will be a book read more than once. Not finished so off I go back to the book…

– Myra Zuckerman
★★★★☆

Good read, interesting, seems heartfelt, a lot more than “Hollywood Star life”

Val Kilmer did a good job of telling his life’s story. He did not write/tell in any particular order and with the mingling of events it was, at times, difficult for me to “follow along”. Maybe that could be part of the charm and entertainment of it, though. He devoted…

– JCC
★★★★★

This book was a joy to read.

I have been pretty disappointed by autobiographies in the last couple years, y'all know which ones I mean. I met Val briefly at a Comicon cuz I am a big ole nerd. I was taken aback because I did not expect the changes that illness left behind. I wiped the…

– Bonita Blackwell
★★★★★

So Beautiful

Best autobiography I've ever read. I never buy physical copies of books but I purposely bought this after listening to it audibly. I am mainly a fiction reader or self-help books. Non-fiction usually boor'a me to tears. this was so good, that i keep it on display.

– Leslie Bowman

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Alexandra Reed

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