I Will Mend You
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I Will Mend You by Gigi Styx | Audiobook Review

Part of Pen Pal Duet #2

By Gigi Styx

Narrated by Madison Mitts

🎧 18 hours and 53 minutes 📘 Gigi Styx 📅 December 18, 2024 🌐 English

About This Audiobook

My worst nightmare finally stepped out of the mirror.

And the only man who can save me is a ghost.

Prey

I'm trapped in a forgotten nightmare with the monster I most fear.

The key to my freedom lies behind a wall of memories.

Xero's specter invades my mind, whispering both vengeance and salvation.

He insists he's real, yet I can't trust my shattered psyche.

But as my tormentors draw close, I must rely on the phantom I betrayed for protection - and for revenge.

Predator

She’s ensnared by darkness, and only I can set her free.

To save her, I must become the vengeful spirit she fears.

Amethyst’s mind is a maze of terror and confusion.

Freeing her will mean confronting the darkest parts of my past.

Vengeance will be mine, but first, I must earn redemption.

Because if fail to save my little ghost, I will reduce the world to ashes.

I Will Mend You is the second installment to the series with unreliable narrators and disturbing themes. Please check the two pages of trigger warnings.

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Amethyst cannot trust her own mind, and that single fact drives every scene in this audiobook. Gigi Styx's second Pen Pal Duet installment splits its runtime between Amethyst's trapped, hallucinating first-person account of a captor she calls her worst nightmare, and Xero, the specter haunting her memory who insists his ghostly presence is real rather than a symptom of her unraveling psyche. The book's own synopsis is upfront about what it is: a story built on unreliable narrators and genuinely disturbing content, with two full pages of trigger warnings attached before the story even begins. That framing matters, because this is not a book trying to sneak dark material past an unsuspecting reader.

Madison Mitts Shares Narration With a Growl

The dual perspective structure asks a lot of its narration, since Amethyst's chapters need to feel genuinely disorienting, a woman actively questioning whether the voice comforting her is salvation or another symptom of her trauma, while Xero's sections need to carry real menace even as he positions himself as her protector rather than her threat. Madison Mitts is the narrator credited on this listing, though one detailed listener review specifically praises a growling, memorable male vocal performance for what sounds like Xero's material, distinct from a single female narrator carrying both roles. That raises a real possibility that this production uses more than one voice even though the credit shows only one name, worth knowing before you start if voice casting matters to your listening experience.

Whatever the exact narrator lineup turns out to be, listener reaction to the performance itself is enthusiastic. Multiple reviews single out the vocal work for Xero as a genuine highlight of the listen, the kind of praise that suggests real range was needed and delivered for a character who has to read as both dangerous and devoted within the same scene.

Gigi Styx has built a reputation across several dark romance series for stories that lean into psychological horror as heavily as into romance, and this duet fits that pattern closely. The ghost conceit at the center of Xero's identity, a spectral presence Amethyst cannot decide is real or a symptom of her own trauma, gives the book a genre blend closer to paranormal horror-romance than straightforward dark romance, which is worth knowing for readers expecting a more conventional captor-and-captive dynamic without the added layer of possible hallucination running through every scene.

Shane Wallace Calls the Sequel an Improvement

Series continuity is the book's biggest selling point for anyone who already read the first Pen Pal Duet installment. One reviewer, Shane Wallace, calls this second book an improvement, noting real affection for watching Amethyst slowly unravel and then put herself back together across the story's arc, a fair summary of what dual point of view trauma narratives are usually reaching for and don't always achieve. That same reviewer preferred the first book slightly less than this one, a useful data point for anyone wondering whether a duet like this builds momentum or loses it in the second half.

A separate reviewer calls this one of the wildest books they have read all year, specifically praising a plot that stays consistently engaging and a heat level that lands where it needs to. That reviewer also reinforces the content warnings directly, echoing the publisher's own two full pages of them rather than treating the caution as marketing hyperbole. For a duet built around psychological horror as much as romance, that kind of consistent listener signal matters more than a star rating alone would.

Xero Becomes the Vengeful Spirit to Save Her

Xero's own arc, forced to become the vengeful spirit Amethyst fears in order to actually save her, gives the book's second point of view real moral complexity rather than positioning him as a simple romantic savior. He has to earn his own redemption before claiming any right to vengeance, a structural choice that keeps his chapters from reading as pure wish fulfillment even as he remains devoted to Amethyst throughout. That balance between menace and genuine sacrifice is exactly the kind of dual-register performance a narrator handling his half of the book needs to sustain.

Two-book duets like this one are a common structural choice in contemporary dark romance, offering a full arc without the multi-year commitment a long-running series demands, and Gigi Styx's choice to tell Amethyst and Xero's story across exactly two volumes rather than stretching it further suggests real confidence that this specific psychological arc has a natural, contained endpoint.

Five Ratings Feed a 4.5 Average

At just under nineteen hours, this is a substantial commitment for book two of a two book series, and the rating pool behind it is genuinely thin: only five ratings feed the 4.5 average shown on this listing. That is not disqualifying for a self-published or small-press dark romance title, where audiences are often small but intensely loyal, but it does mean you are relying more heavily on the specific content of the available reviews than on broad consensus.

The unreliable narration at the center of the book is a genuine structural choice, not just a marketing hook. Listeners who need a clear, stable sense of what is actually happening moment to moment, as opposed to a heroine and a narrator both actively unsure what is real, should know that ambiguity is baked into the format rather than resolved quickly. If you found the psychological uncertainty of the first book frustrating rather than compelling, nothing here suggests that changes in the second half.

Because the duet is structurally contained rather than open-ended, listeners can expect the central mystery, exactly what Xero is and whether Amethyst's mind can be trusted, to actually resolve by the end rather than stretching into future volumes. That is worth knowing for anyone burned before by dark romance series that keep deferring their central psychological question installment after installment without ever really answering it.

Comfort and Lightness Are Not on Offer

Dark romance readers already invested in the Pen Pal Duet, or in Gigi Styx's other supernatural-adjacent romance work more broadly, are the clear target audience, and starting here without the first book would genuinely undercut the emotional payoff of watching Amethyst's arc complete itself. This is a sequel in the fullest sense, built to reward listeners who already know what Amethyst survived to get here.

Readers who enjoyed the psychological uncertainty of similarly structured ghost-and-trauma narratives, where the line between supernatural threat and internal breakdown stays blurred deliberately, will likely find this duet's approach satisfying rather than frustrating, provided they come in already invested in Amethyst and Xero from the first installment.

The trigger warnings are not a formality to skim past. Between trauma, captivity, hallucination, and the blurred line between vengeance and redemption running through Xero's half of the story, this is content that demands a reader in the right headspace for genuinely dark material, tastefully handled spice included. Anyone drawn to romance specifically for comfort and lightness, rather than romance that sits deliberately close to horror, should look elsewhere in the genre before starting this duet.

Frequently Asked Questions

Is Madison Mitts the only narrator on this audiobook?

That is the sole credit listed, though a detailed listener review specifically praises a distinct, growling male vocal performance for Xero's chapters, suggesting the production may involve more than one voice.

Is the romance in this audiobook told from more than one point of view?

Yes, the book alternates between Amethyst's first-person account and Xero's, structured explicitly around unreliable narration on both sides.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

wild crazy ride

This has to be one of the wildest books I have read (at least this year). I really enjoyed this series it has a plot that keeps you interested and the spice is on point. There are several things in this book that can be highly triggering so be forewarned.

- shan haynes
★★★★☆

Good ending, good book.This one was very good

I really like the engine of this series or this duet. Also, awesome job on the mail narrator oh my God, his voice with the growl he should be getting work like every day. The man will vibrate female body parts. I enjoyed this one. It was really good at...

- Lisa peacock
★★★★★

What a unique heroine

I loved this book. The first one was pretty good! I loved watching Amethyst slowly unravel and then put herself together again. Xero was cool, but it was Amethyst I loved by the end. I read the set on impulse because I've never read a book where the character has...

- Shane Wallace
★★★★★

Best I read !!!

My Thoughts”I don’t know how I feel about this because it broke me so much and I had to take a moment to think about what I just read. First of all this book broke me and now it put me back together. Feeling every moment to this book was...

- RAE
★★★★★

What did I just read!?

Sometimes you read a book and you think to yourself, "this author is literally MEANT to be writing books." That's how I feel after finishing this duet.I don't want to write too much in my review because this twists, turns, emotions, shocking reveals, and pain that is packed in this...

- Malika

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