Bush War Operator
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By A.J. Balaam

Narrated by Dennis Kleinman

🎧 10 hours and 1 minute 📘 Tantor Audio 📅 April 21, 2020 🌐 English
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Anyone living in Rhodesia during the 1960s and 1970s would have had a father, husband, brother, or son called up in the defense of the war-torn, landlocked little country. A few of these brave men would have been members of the elite and secretive unit that struck terror into the hearts of the ZANLA and ZIPRA guerrillas infiltrating the country at that time – the Selous Scouts.

Twice decorated – with the Member of the Legion of Merit (MLM) and the Military Forces’ Commendation (MFC) – Andrew Balaam was a member of the Rhodesian Light Infantry and later the Selous Scouts for a period spanning 12 years. This is his honest and insightful account of his time as a pseudo operator.

In later years, after Rhodesia became Zimbabwe, he was involved with a number of other former Selous Scouts in the attempted coups in the Ciskei, a South African homeland, and Lesotho, an independent nation, whose only crimes were supporting the African National Congress. Training terrorists, or as they preferred to be called, “liberation armies”, to conduct a war of terror on innocent civilians, was the very thing he had spent the last 10 years in Rhodesia fighting against. This is the true, untold story of these failed attempts at governmental overthrows.

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Dennis Kleinman delivers Balaam’s account with a straightforward competence that matches the book’s own register, practical, unadorned, and occasionally blunt in ways that suit a military memoir.
  • Themes: Counter-insurgency, post-colonial instability, the moral residue of special operations
  • Mood: Unvarnished and episodic, with more self-reflection in the second half than the first
  • Verdict: The section covering the failed coups in Ciskei and Lesotho after Rhodesia became Zimbabwe is the more unusual and morally interesting half, and worth the full journey to reach it.

I went into Bush War Operator expecting a fairly standard Rhodesian military memoir, the kind of first-person account that Southern African conflict literature has produced in some quantity, mixing operational detail with a certain amount of retrospective elegy for a country that no longer exists. What I got was something slightly stranger and more interesting than that, particularly once the book shifts to its second major section and Balaam finds himself, years after Zimbabwe’s independence, involved in attempted coups against two of the very kinds of African governments the Selous Scouts had spent a decade fighting to contain.

Andrew Balaam spent twelve years in the Rhodesian Light Infantry and the Selous Scouts, the elite pseudo-operations unit that disguised its members as guerrilla fighters to gather intelligence and conduct offensive operations against ZANLA and ZIPRA insurgents. He was twice decorated, and his account of that period covers both the operational texture of pseudo work and the personal experience of living under the pressure of a war that everyone, by the late 1970s, could see was being lost. The writing is honest about the violence and about the moral compromises that special operations work produces, though Balaam’s frame remains that of a soldier rather than a political analyst.

Life as a Pseudo Operator

The Selous Scouts’ methodology, disguising members as the very forces they were fighting, often traveling with turned guerrillas, operating deep in Mozambique and Zambia as well as within Rhodesia itself, produced a form of psychological dislocation that Balaam captures more effectively than most readers seem to have noticed. The logistics and tactics are described clearly, but what stays with you is the description of what it does to a person to inhabit an enemy identity over long periods. This is not a subject Balaam dwells on philosophically, but it surfaces in ways that reward attention.

One reviewer noted the first section reads as a series of connected vignettes rather than a continuous narrative, and this is accurate. The book is organized by incident and period rather than by a developing dramatic arc. For some listeners this will feel like a limitation; for others it reflects the actual texture of a career that was itself episodic and discontinuous. Kleinman’s narration keeps the pacing steady across the transitions.

The Coup Attempts and the Book’s Second Life

Bush War Operator’s most distinctive material comes in the second half, when Balaam recounts his involvement with former Selous Scouts in attempts to overthrow the governments of Ciskei (a South African homeland) and Lesotho. His own summation of this period is striking: he had spent twelve years fighting against people who trained liberation armies to conduct political violence, and now he was doing exactly that. He does not resolve this contradiction cleanly, but he acknowledges it, which is more than many soldiers-turned-mercenaries manage in their memoirs.

This section is also historically unusual. The post-independence activities of former Rhodesian special forces personnel are less documented than the bush war itself, and Balaam’s first-person account of how these operations were planned, funded, and ultimately fell apart provides a window into post-colonial African political instability that few other primary sources address in such granular detail.

The Unevenness the Honest Reviewers Note

One Amazon reviewer gave it three stars and described it as disjointed, and that is a fair description of the first section in particular. The vignette structure means that some episodes feel inconclusive and the connective tissue between them is thin. Listeners who need a tightly constructed narrative will find this frustrating. Those who can stay with episodic military memoir and are patient for the book’s stranger second act will find the full ten hours worthwhile.

Who Should Listen / Who Should Skip

Listeners with interest in Rhodesian military history, the Selous Scouts, or the post-independence instability of Southern Africa will find this one of the more honest first-person accounts available. Those who want contextual political analysis, scholarly framing, or consistent narrative drive will be better served by journalistic or academic treatments of the same events. This is an insider’s account, and its limitations are inseparable from that vantage point.

Frequently Asked Questions

Does Bush War Operator present the Rhodesian war from a single political perspective, and is that acknowledged?

Balaam writes from the perspective of a Rhodesian soldier and does not offer a comprehensive critique of the white minority government he served. He acknowledges the war’s outcome as a defeat and reflects on the coup attempts of the later section with a degree of self-awareness about his own trajectory. The political framing is that of an insider rather than an analyst.

What exactly were the Selous Scouts, and does the book explain them for listeners without prior knowledge?

Balaam provides adequate background on the Selous Scouts’ formation, methodology, and operational purpose for listeners coming in without prior knowledge. The unit’s pseudo-operations approach, disguising soldiers as guerrilla fighters, is explained clearly enough to follow his specific operational accounts.

How does the audio version handle the two-part structure, the Rhodesia section and the coup attempts section?

The transition between the two sections is reasonably clearly marked in the narrative. Kleinman’s narration does not differentiate them dramatically, but the shift in context and tone is apparent from the content itself. Listeners who know going in that the book has two distinct phases will navigate it more smoothly.

Is there overlap between Bush War Operator and other Selous Scouts memoirs such as those by Ron Reid-Daly?

Balaam’s account overlaps in period with other Selous Scouts literature but covers different operational experiences and a later phase than most. The Ciskei and Lesotho material is relatively unique to this memoir. Readers already familiar with the broader Rhodesian military memoir literature will find this adds rather than repeats.

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Alexandra Reed

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