Beast Mode
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Beast Mode by Keisha Ervin | Audiobook Review

Part of Gray & Cam #2

By Keisha Ervin

Narrated by Wesleigh Siobhan

🎧 12 hours and 37 minutes 📘 Griot & Grits Audio 📅 April 15, 2021 🌐 English

About This Audiobook

For 10 years of Gray Rose’s life, she thought no other love could measure up to her long-time beau and baby’s father Gunz Marciano, until she met Cameron Parthens Jr. He came into her life and turned everything upside down with his devastating good looks, cocky demeanor, brash attitude, and unfiltered way of speaking.

When they first met, it was hate at first sight. She’d never met someone so rude and hood in her life. Cam made it clear he didn’t want a relationship. He just wanted to smash. Never in a million years did he plan on cuffin’ Gray and making her his wife, but over time, he found himself fallin’ hard for the plus-size, blue-eyed, half-Black and Korean beauty.

Before Gray knew it, she too started catching feelings. She quickly found herself pullin’ up every time he told her to fall through. Over the course of two months, she and Cam formed a bond built on friendship, honesty, unconditional support, and mind-numbing sex. Tired of Gunz playing games with her mind and nonstop cheating, Gray chucked him up the deuce and married Cam on a whim.

But marriage doesn’t the fix the scars Gunz left behind. It forces her to realize she’s far more insecure than she thought. Cam also has leftover baggage from a previous relationship and deep dark secrets that may scare Gray away. Will Cam live up to his wedding vow and be the man Gray believes he is, or will he leave her heart even more damaged and broken than Gunz did?

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Keisha Ervin's writing has always known exactly what it is doing with character interiority. Beast Mode, the second book in the Gray and Cam series, narrated by Wesleigh Siobhan and running twelve hours and thirty-seven minutes, takes two people who got married on a whim, a real whim, not a romantic-comedy contrivance but an actual impulsive decision made by two people who were ready to be done with their previous pain, and puts them in the same house with all the things they have not yet dealt with. Gray's insecurity, shaped by ten years with Gunz Marciano's cheating and manipulation, does not disappear because she has a new husband. Cam's unspecified baggage from a previous relationship, the deep dark secrets the synopsis deliberately withholds, does not disappear because he has a woman he is genuinely falling for. The audiobook is about what happens in the first months of a marriage when all of that comes due at once.

Wesleigh Siobhan's narration has the quality that urban romance requires and that many audiobooks in this genre fail to deliver: she sounds like she knows this world. Not as an outsider performing cultural context, but as someone for whom Gray's St. Louis-inflected diction, Cam's brash directness, and the specific rhythms of how these characters talk to and about each other are native. Reviewer Suebhoney1 describes laughing until crying, then cussing like a sailor, then tears, which is a three-act emotional arc that Siobhan has to carry across twelve hours, and the performance holds the range.

The Review

Ervin's particular gift is her refusal to make her characters perform wellness they have not yet achieved. Gray is insecure. She knows she is insecure. She knows it is not Cam's fault. And she is still insecure. That psychological accuracy, the way insecurity operates even when the rational mind has already processed its origins, is harder to write convincingly than it sounds, and it is the reason reviewers consistently describe the Cam and Gray series as emotionally true rather than merely entertaining. The first-book reviewer who compared Ervin unfavorably to Christina C. Jones or Love Belvin was not wrong that Ervin is doing something different. She is. But that reviewer's framing suggests the difference is a deficit when it is closer to a specific choice about what kind of romance story this is.

Reviewer T's description of the book as an exploration of what happens when two people who barely know each other but feel strongly for each other jump headfirst into love is exactly right about the thematic territory Ervin is working in book two. This is not a will-they-or-won't-they romance. They got married in book one. The question is whether the marriage will become real, whether two people shaped by prior damage can build something solid enough to hold them both, and that is a harder and more interesting question than the one most romance sequels are willing to ask.

Why Beast Mode Works as an Audiobook

The audiobook format suits Ervin's dialogue-heavy style particularly well. Her characters talk, and the way they talk is a significant part of how their personalities and relationships are rendered. Siobhan handles the rapid-fire exchanges between Cam and Gray, the moments when they are clocking each other, testing each other, laughing at each other, with the kind of timing that makes the dialogue feel spontaneous rather than performed. Twelve hours of this never sags because Ervin understands that pace in romance comes from the emotional energy between characters rather than from external plot mechanics.

The multicultural dimension of the story, Gray as a plus-size, blue-eyed, half-Black and Korean woman whose self-perception does not match how Cam sees her, is handled with the specificity that good representation requires. Her physical self-image is not a subplot or a character trait. It is a lived reality that shapes how she receives Cam's desire and how she interprets his silences. Siobhan brings Gray's interiority out in a way that makes these moments feel intimate rather than expository, which is the difference between a narrator who has inhabited a character and one who is merely performing her.

The Caveats

The Cam secrets subplot is the element most likely to test reader patience. The synopsis promises deep dark secrets that may scare Gray away, which is a classic romance withholding device, and whether those secrets feel proportionate to the dread they generate depends on the listener's tolerance for delayed revelation. Ervin trusts that the investment in the characters is strong enough to sustain the waiting, and based on the 4.8 rating from 454 listeners, that trust is well placed. Listeners who are coming to the series cold with book two, which the reviewer notes advise against, will have less emotional capital to sustain that wait.

The series comparison point the Kindle Customer reviewer raises, between Ervin and writers like Christina C. Jones, is worth engaging directly. Ervin writes with more heat, more street-level authenticity, and more willingness to put her characters in genuinely uncomfortable emotional places than some comparable authors. This is a series that earns its emotional roller coaster reputation through content and characterization rather than manufactured melodrama, and Siobhan's performance keeps that distinction clear.

Who Should Pick Up Beast Mode

Listeners who completed the first Cam and Gray book and are already invested in Gray and Cam's dynamic should move directly to this audiobook, which by reviewer consensus represents the series at its peak. Readers who enjoy multicultural urban romance with genuine psychological depth, explicit emotional content, and characters whose inner lives are as developed as their external conflicts will find Ervin's writing and Siobhan's narration a compelling combination at twelve hours. Listeners who are new to the series should begin with book one. Anyone looking for the comparatively lighter, more comedic tone that some contemporary romance delivers will want to know that Ervin goes to genuinely dark emotional places in this installment, and that this is precisely what her existing audience came for.

Quick Take

  • Read by: Wesleigh Siobhan matches Keisha Ervin's voice for street-level authenticity and emotional register, keeping pace through the comedy, the heat, and the raw grief of Gray's internal life without flattening any of the three.
  • At its heart: Rebound love versus real love, insecurity and trust after betrayal, Black urban romance and community
  • Vibe: Electric and emotionally raw
  • Short version: The second Cam and Gray installment goes deeper into the psychology of two people who jumped into marriage before they finished healing, and it is the rare romance sequel that outperforms its predecessor by understanding what made the first book work and pushing harder on it.

Does this audiobook work if you have not read or listened to the first Gray and Cam book?

Not ideally. Beast Mode drops the listener directly into the aftermath of a whirlwind marriage, and the emotional weight of Gray's insecurity and Cam's secrets both depend on knowing how the relationship developed in book one. Reviewers are consistent that the series should be experienced in order, and the payoffs in book two are built on foundations that book one establishes.

How does Wesleigh Siobhan's narration handle the emotional range this audiobook demands?

With the kind of full-spectrum performance that reviewer descriptions of laughing, then cussing, then crying all point toward. Siobhan handles comedy, romantic tension, and raw emotional distress within the same listening experience without losing the tonal coherence that makes Gray feel like a continuous person rather than a collection of emotional set pieces. The narration is one of the most consistent elements praised across the series.

What kind of romance reader is this audiobook designed for?

Readers who want emotional depth alongside the romantic arc, who are comfortable with characters who are genuinely messy and who make decisions shaped by past damage, and who appreciate urban romance with authentic cultural specificity will find Beast Mode delivering exactly what they want. Readers seeking light, low-conflict romance or who prefer the clean romance subgenre should note that Ervin goes to genuinely dark emotional places here.

At twelve hours, does this audiobook sustain its pacing without dragging?

Reviewer responses suggest yes, largely because Ervin's strength is in character energy rather than external plot mechanics. The tension between Cam and Gray, and the unresolved questions about both characters' histories, keeps the emotional momentum running through the full runtime. Siobhan's dialogue performance specifically contributes to the sense of pace, making the twelve hours feel like continuous forward motion rather than extended runtime.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

One of Keisha’s best to date!!

Purchase this book! You will not be disappointed! Keisha has done it again! The second installment of Cam and Gray’s love story is an emotional roller coaster of what happens when too people who barely know each other but feel strongly for each other jump headfirst into love. An exploration...

- T
★★★★★

Out of the Stratosphere!!!!!!

I thought Keisha hit 1st Wives Club: Melanin Magic out of the park, but she hit Beastmode out of the Stratosphere! OMG! She had me laughing until I was crying, she had me cussing like a sailor and she had me in tears! Such an emotional rollercoaster! I was (and...

- Suebhoney1
★★★★★

One of the Best Series I've Read

I read mixed reviews for a few of the books in the Cam & Gray series, so I decided to read all of them before leaving my review. If you love Christina C. Jones or Love Belvin, then go read their books because this is a different type of read.I...

- Kindle Customer
★★★★★

Let’ that Man Cheat in Peace ...

I am so, in my feelings. Keisha Ervin did it again. From promoting on her Social Media platforms. To her lookbooks and general interaction with her readers. I loved this book, from start to finish. After gathering my wig. Due to the ending, all I can say. Is you will...

- L. Tee
★★★★★

great

All I can say is I love Cam! He’s a piece of work! I love how Gray don’t take no mess off his big baby butt.

- NeeNee

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Alexandra Reed

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