Dance Only for Me
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Dance Only for Me by Megan Derr | Free Audiobook

Part of Dance with the Devil #4

By Megan Derr

Narrated by Michael Stellman

🎧 7 hours and 24 minutes 📘 Less Than Three Press, LLC 📅 May 11, 2018 🌐 English
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About This Audiobook

Jackie is a sorcerer of no small skill from a family of renowned sorcerers. He is frequently called upon to track down lost items or deal with paranormals others can’t, and those that don’t fear his magic do fear the alchemist-made revolvers at his hips.

Tired of living several states away from his lover Roman, Jackie decides to surprise him with a move to Roman’s city – only to find himself the victim of an unhappy surprise and suddenly alone in the city he’d wanted to call home. Then he’s unexpectedly hired by a paranormal detective who could use his help and finds himself dragged into a fight that started in the midst of the Civil War.

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Michael Stellman handles Jackie’s sardonic voice convincingly, bringing the right combination of world-weary cool and emotional restraint.
  • Themes: betrayal and self-reinvention, magic in an alternate Civil War-era America, queer identity in paranormal spaces
  • Mood: Dark and atmospheric, with a dry humor that keeps the horror from becoming oppressive
  • Verdict: Fourth entry in a well-built series that works as a dark urban fantasy mystery, best approached with the earlier books in hand.

I picked this one up mid-series, which is exactly what the author advises against, and I understand why now. Megan Derr’s Dance Only for Me is book four in the Dance with the Devil series, and it assumes you have been spending time in an alternate America where magic is real, the Civil War left unhealed wounds in the paranormal community, and sorcerers with alchemist-made revolvers operate somewhere between law enforcement and hired troublemakers. I spent the first hour catching up, and then the world clicked into place and I didn’t want to leave it.

The protagonist Jackie is a sorcerer from a famous family, capable and reputation-carrying, who arrives in a new city hoping to surprise his lover Roman and instead finds himself the one who is surprised, badly. What follows is part heartbreak recovery, part mystery, part genuine horror as he is pulled into a case that has roots in the Civil War period. One reviewer flagged the darkness accurately: this is not a cozy paranormal mystery, and the case Jackie investigates involves what they called magic serial killer horror at its most disturbing. That is not an overstatement.

Our Take on Dance Only for Me

Derr’s greatest skill here is tonal control. The book moves between Jackie’s dry, self-contained interior voice and genuinely disturbing set pieces without the seams showing. Jackie is the kind of character who processes grief by getting to work, which makes him satisfying to follow even when the plot asks him to hold a lot of pain quietly. One reviewer noted being unable to identify the love interest for a long time, which is accurate, Derr does not make the romance the obvious engine of the plot. The mystery earns its own weight first.

The alternate history worldbuilding is the kind that rewards attention. Magic has shaped American institutions and demographics in ways that only become clear over time, and the Civil War’s paranormal dimensions give the central mystery a genuine historical texture rather than just a genre backdrop. The seven-hour runtime is enough space for Derr to let both the mystery and the emotional plot breathe without either feeling compressed.

Why Listen to Dance Only for Me

Michael Stellman’s narration is a strong fit for Jackie as a character. He reads the sardonic, capable, slightly emotionally armored protagonist without pushing it into parody, which is the risk with this type of voice. The paranormal dialogue, demons, vampires, sorcerers negotiating with each other, comes across naturally rather than stagily. Stellman also handles the darker horror sequences without sensationalizing them, which is the right call given how genuinely disturbing some of those passages are.

Reviewer Gab, writing from the UK, described it as a very entertaining take on normals and abnormals, neatly packaged in a mystery and adventure story with a happy ending for the male/male romantic pairing, which matters to readers who invest in the romance thread. It is there, though it develops slowly relative to the mystery plot, which takes clear precedence for most of the runtime.

What to Watch For in Dance Only for Me

The book is formally book four of an ongoing series, and while one reviewer noted that you do not strictly need to have read the earlier books, I’d push back gently on that. The setting’s richness and some of the emotional weight behind Jackie’s situation will land harder if you have spent time with the world before. The reappearance of minor characters from earlier books will be more meaningful with that context.

The darkness is also real and not decorative. The mystery’s subject matter is genuinely disturbing, and Derr does not soften it. Listeners who want paranormal romance with light stakes will not find that here. The balance tilts firmly toward urban fantasy horror with a romantic thread, not the reverse.

Who Should Listen to Dance Only for Me

Readers of the Dance with the Devil series who are following Jackie’s arc will want this immediately. New listeners to Derr who enjoy dark urban fantasy in the style of early Kim Harrison or Charles de Lint will find a lot to admire even starting here. Those who want low-stakes paranormal romance should start elsewhere in the series or skip the series entirely.

Frequently Asked Questions

Can Dance Only for Me be listened to without reading the earlier books in the series?

Technically yes, but the worldbuilding and emotional resonance are significantly stronger with prior series knowledge. Starting at book one gives you the full benefit of Derr’s alternate history setup and the character relationships Jackie carries into this entry.

How dark does the mystery plot get, and is there a content warning listeners should know about?

The central mystery involves what multiple reviewers describe as horrific magical violence. The book does not dwell gratuitously, but it does not soften the subject matter either. Listeners sensitive to serial-killer-adjacent horror should approach with awareness.

Does Michael Stellman’s narration work for Jackie’s first-person voice throughout the audiobook?

Yes. Stellman handles Jackie’s sardonic, emotionally contained first-person narration without overplaying the cool exterior. The restraint in his performance mirrors Jackie’s own character arc in a way that serves the story.

Is the male/male romance central to the plot or more of a subplot?

It is a meaningful thread but not the primary driver. The mystery and Jackie’s adaptation to his new city take clear precedence for most of the runtime. The romantic resolution is present and satisfying but earns its place rather than dominating the structure.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

Beautiful but dark

This is an absolutely beautifully written book. The characters, the narrative, the mystery plot. Incredibly high grade quality and an absolute must for fans of urban fantasy and this series. Definitely one of this author's best – and she writes some awesome fantasy. However, there is a warning attached: the…

– A passer by
★★★★☆

A good additon to the Dance with the Devil series

If you've read any of Ms. Derr's other works, you'll recognize this setting from Dance with the Devil and Dance in the Dark. It's urban fantasy / alternate America if magic really existed. Along the way, you revisit a few of the minor characters from those other books, but you…

– Amazon Customer
★★★★★

A bit exceptional

Ok, this one was… strange.First, I couldn't tell the love interest at all, for a long time – I even thought that (SPOILER!) Wyatt might be the one (end of SPOILER), but that did not prove to be the case. Jackie was cool! I love how he could keep his…

– Kindle Customer
★★★★★

Just another fantastic book in this wonderful series

When I saw this book I did not even read the blurb so was pleasantly surprised on how the book developed. This is just an awesome addition and I will not even attempt to dissect it other than just to say buy it and you will not be disappointed.

– Aussie.Abroad
★★★★★

Great read

What a great read. A very entertaining take on normals and abnormals, neatly packaged in a mystery/adventure story of decent length and a mm HE. Definitely worth the money and happily recommended.

– Gab

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