A Life Impossible
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A Life Impossible by Steve Gleason | Free Audiobook

By Steve Gleason

Narrated by Daniel Cummings

🎧 11 hours and 38 minutes 📘 Random House Audio 📅 April 30, 2024 🌐 English
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From NFL player Steve Gleason, a powerful, inspiring memoir of love, heartbreak, resilience, family, and remarkable triumph in the face of ALS

“Gleason is a symbol of resilience, hope and optimism.” —The New York Times “Steve Gleason has changed the world.” –Roger Goodell, NFL Commissioner “An extraordinary book…A Life Impossible will change the way people cope, think, and live.” –Mike Lupica, co-author with James Patterson of 12 Months to Live

In 2011, three years after leaving the NFL, Steve Gleason was diagnosed with ALS, a terminal disease that takes away the ability to move, talk, and breathe. Doctors gave him three years to live. He was thirty-three years old. As Steve says, he is now ten years past his expiration date.

His memoir is the chronicle of a remarkable life, one filled with optimism and joy, despite the trauma and pain and despair he has experienced. Writing using eye-tracking technology, Gleason covers his pre-ALS life through the highs and lows of his NFL career with the New Orleans Saints, where he made one of the most memorable plays in Saints history, leading to a victory in the first post-Katrina home game, uplifting the city, making him a hero, and reflected in a nine-foot bronze statue outside the Superdome. Then came his heartbreaking diagnosis. Gleason lost all muscle function, he now uses Stephen Hawking-like technology to communicate, and breathes with the help of a ventilator. This book captures Gleason and his wife Michel’s unmatched resilience as they reinvent their lives, refuse to succumb to despair, and face his disease realistically and existentially.

This unsparing portrait argues that a person’s true strength does not reside solely in one’s body but also in the ability to face unfathomable adversity and still be able to love and treasure life.

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Daniel Cummings brings gravity and control to Gleason’s story, handling the emotional weight without tipping into sentimentality.
  • Themes: Living with ALS, resilience and the refusal of despair, the redefinition of strength
  • Mood: Heavy but luminous, with a current of defiant joy running through it
  • Verdict: Steve Gleason’s memoir earns every ounce of its emotional impact through honesty rather than manipulation.

I listened to most of A Life Impossible during a week when I was dealing with a health scare of my own, nothing remotely in the same league as ALS, but enough to make me preoccupied with fragility. I chose it deliberately, which is not always a wise decision when you are already tender. It turned out to be exactly the right choice, though not because it offered reassurance. Steve Gleason does not deal in reassurance. He deals in facts and in the discipline of facing them.

Gleason was diagnosed with ALS in 2011, three years after leaving the NFL. Doctors gave him three years to live. The memoir, written using eye-tracking technology, arrives more than a decade past that expiration date. That is the first thing the book tells you, and it frames everything that follows: this is a man who has been arguing with mortality for longer than most people argue about anything, and he has developed opinions.

Before the Diagnosis: The Context That Makes Everything Else Real

One of the structural strengths of A Life Impossible is that it does not begin with the diagnosis. Gleason covers his pre-ALS life, including his NFL career with the New Orleans Saints, at genuine length. This matters. The most celebrated play of his career came in the first post-Katrina home game at the Superdome, a blocked punt that became a symbol of the city’s survival. A nine-foot bronze statue stands outside the Superdome as a result. Gleason describes what it felt like to be that kind of symbol, and the account is honest about the weight that comes with symbolic status.

By the time the diagnosis arrives, you understand what he is losing with granular specificity: a body built for athleticism, a career defined by physical performance, a sense of self forged in a sport where strength is the currency. The loss is not abstract. It is a precise, measured subtraction.

The Technology That Replaced His Voice

Gleason now communicates using technology similar to what Stephen Hawking used, a detail the synopsis mentions but the memoir explores with uncomfortable depth. Writing A Life Impossible was not the same physical act it would be for most authors. Each word required effort that most of us will never understand. This shapes the prose in ways that are hard to articulate but easy to feel: there is no waste here. No sentence that did not need to be there survived the effort required to put it down.

The reviewer Doc notes that the book represents “the surrender of the ego to a higher power and the triumph of the human spirit in the chaos of tragedy,” and references the Gleason Foundation’s motto: No White Flag. That motto runs through the book as a kind of quiet backbone. Gleason does not present his refusal to despair as heroism so much as a daily practice, something chosen in small increments rather than declared once.

Michel and the Shared Weight

One of the memoir’s most important contributions is its portrait of Gleason’s wife Michel. The reviewer Abe singles her out explicitly, noting that what sets the book apart is not just Gleason’s account but “the remarkable portrayal of Gleason’s partner.” Michel is not backdrop. She is central to the book’s argument about what it means to face a terminal diagnosis within a partnership, and Gleason is honest about what that has cost her as well as what it has built between them. This is unusual in illness memoirs, which tend to center the diagnosed person’s interiority at the expense of everyone else’s reality.

Who This Book Is For, and Who Should Approach Carefully

A Life Impossible is not a comfort listen. It is an argument, made over eleven-plus hours, that life has value proportional to the attention you bring to it and not at all proportional to what your body can do. That argument is made rigorously and at some emotional cost to the listener. Reviewer Pat Montanaro writes that you will cry and laugh and think, which is an accurate itinerary.

Listeners who need distance from mortality right now may want to wait. But for those who can sit with a book that looks directly at ALS and does not blink, this is one of the more honest sports-adjacent memoirs in recent memory. Daniel Cummings’s narration is sober and measured, which is exactly right for material that would collapse under a more performative approach.

Frequently Asked Questions

Does the audiobook spend significant time on Gleason’s NFL career, or does it focus almost entirely on his life with ALS?

Both are covered in substantial depth. The book is structured to give you the full arc of Gleason’s life before and after the diagnosis, so the Saints years, including the famous blocked punt in the first post-Katrina home game, are explored at real length before ALS enters the story.

How does Daniel Cummings handle the narration of a memoir written with eye-tracking technology?

Cummings brings a measured, deliberate quality to the narration that feels appropriate for the material. He does not try to perform Gleason’s voice so much as carry the weight of what the words cost to produce. The result is somber without being oppressive.

Does the book cover the Gleason Foundation and its work with ALS patients?

Yes, though the memoir is primarily personal rather than organizational. The Foundation’s work and its motto, No White Flag, appears as thematic underpinning throughout, and the broader impact of Gleason’s advocacy is addressed, but this is not a nonprofit history.

Is A Life Impossible specifically a faith-based memoir, or is the spiritual dimension more incidental?

There is a spiritual dimension to the book, but it is not a faith memoir in the evangelical sense. Gleason grapples with existence, meaning, and his relationship with a higher power, but the inquiry is open-ended and existential rather than doctrinal.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★★

Poweful and Inspiring, a True Hero.

A Life Impossible, offers a deeply personal and candid look at life with ALS, a neurodegenerative disease that Gleason has been living with since his diagnosis in 2011. What sets this book apart is not just its raw honesty about the challenges of ALS, but the remarkable portrayal of Gleason’s…

– Abe
★★★★★

Steve Gleason

It is a great story about Steve Gleason. It show how ALS impacted his life and his refusal to give up. Their foundation has helped numerous people with ALS. It is a great read. You will cry, laugh and think.

– Pat Montanaro
★★★★★

A Story of Surrender and Triumph

An excellent read from one of New Orleans heroes. It is the surrender of the ego to a higher power and the triumph of the human spirit in the chaos of tragedy. This is a realistic portrayal the struggle of a family facing ALS. Their resilience is embodied in the…

– Doc
★★★★★

Exciting, Scary, Honest, Inspirational, Instructive, Meaningful

As a New Orleans Saints Fan from Day One (and before,) Steve’s recounting (any recounting) of the blocked punt that supercharged the determination of fellow New Orleanians to recover from the utter devastation of New Orleans never fails to give me chills.As a person who has dealt with disability (Cerebral…

– gimp10
★★★★★

More than a Auto-Biography, it's a gift

I worried about the book being too sad of a story to read, since Steve with his ALS battle is widely known and he is so hugely loved by our City.But,This book is so much more. Steve's perspective and love of life has given me a self renewal. His rise…

– Barbara L. Vincent

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Alexandra Reed

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