Dear Jack: Love Letters from Your Serial Killer Wife
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Dear Jack: Love Letters from Your Serial Killer Wife by Jyll Steen | Free Audiobook

By Jyll Steen

Narrated by Jyll Steen

🎧 1 hour and 48 minutes 📘 Shadow House Press 📅 January 28, 2026 🌐 English
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About This Audiobook

I call myself his wife.
I kill to prove it.

You think you know Jack Steen. You’ve heard his confessions. You’ve listened to the voices he records in the dark. You know him as the man who lets others tell their stories while keeping his own carefully hidden.

But Jack has never told you everything.

We shared a weekend once. Las Vegas. Bright lights. Too many drinks. A closeness he later dismissed as a mistake. He walked away believing silence could end what we began.

It didn’t.

I’ve been writing him letters ever since. Love letters. Each one begins as a poem, a rhyme meant to sound harmless if you don’t listen too closely. Jyll and Jack went up the hill… But every rhyme is a vow. And every vow demands proof.

Each letter tells Jack about a man I killed. Not because the men mattered. They didn’t. They were stand-ins. Rehearsals. Each one reminded me of Jack in some small way—his voice, his kindness, the way he once looked at me like I was something worth keeping.

I took them slowly. Carefully. Beautifully.
I made them mine the way a wife should.

These aren’t confessions the way Jack understands them. I’m not asking to be forgiven. I’m not explaining myself. I’m documenting a marriage he refuses to acknowledge.

If you’re listening now, it’s because I’ve decided to let you. Witnesses matter. Devotion deserves to be heard. But don’t mistake this for a warning.

This isn’t about the men who died.
It never is.

It’s about Jack.
My husband.
The man you think you know.

And when I’m finished, you’ll know him differently too.

*Note… these were originally recorded for audio, like a podcast, and it has NOT been edited by a professional editor. I’m only placing them here as an ebook so you can listen to them (I took inspiration from Jack, actually)

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Jyll Steen reads her own work, and the first-person podcast-style delivery is integral to the conceit, the intimacy feels deliberate and occasionally genuinely unsettling.
  • Themes: obsession and ownership, the logic of devotion taken to violent extremes, the unreliable confessional voice
  • Mood: Claustrophobic and darkly playful, like a love letter written in code that you’re not sure you should have received
  • Verdict: A niche experiment that delivers on its specific promise for readers already invested in the Jack Steen universe, a harder sell for newcomers.

There’s a particular kind of dark fiction that works by forcing the reader into the uncomfortable position of understanding someone they know they should find monstrous. Dear Jack: Love Letters from Your Serial Killer Wife is attempting exactly that, and whether it succeeds depends almost entirely on what you bring to it. I came without prior knowledge of the Jack Steen audiobook universe, which is where I’d start any honest assessment of this title: this is a work that exists in direct dialogue with an existing creative world, and listening to it without that context is a genuinely different experience than the one it was designed for.

The setup is explicit in the synopsis. An unnamed narrator – Jyll, in the sense that the author performs this character – is a woman who had a weekend with Jack Steen, the creator of a confessional horror podcast, in Las Vegas. He dismissed it. She did not. The letters she has been writing ever since are love letters, each one detailing a man she killed. Not because the men mattered, as the narrator says with the flat certainty of someone who believes it, but because they reminded her of Jack. The rhyme scheme she uses, Jyll and Jack went up the hill, is nursery-rhyme-inflected in a way that makes the violence underneath feel more, not less, disturbing.

Our Take on Dear Jack: Love Letters from Your Serial Killer Wife

The formal conceit here is the most interesting thing about the work. Steen designed this originally as a podcast segment rather than as a standalone book or audiobook, and the note in the synopsis is explicit about that: this was recorded for audio as a podcast bit, not edited by a professional editor, and is presented in ebook form primarily so listeners can access the audio. That transparency is unusual and somewhat disarming, and it shapes how the work should be received. This is not a polished novel. It’s a performance piece, a character study delivered in the medium for which it was built, and judging it by the standards of conventional thriller fiction misses what it is doing.

What it does well is voice. The narrator’s certainty, the complete absence of doubt about the logic of her devotion, and the particular quality of a person who has constructed a private reality so internally consistent that violence feels like love – all of this is present in the performance. Jyll Steen reads it with an intimacy that a different narrator would struggle to replicate, because she knows the character from the inside in a way that professional narrators engaging with someone else’s material typically do not.

Why Listen to Dear Jack: Love Letters from Your Serial Killer Wife

At one hour and forty-eight minutes, this is a very short listen, and the brevity is appropriate for what the work is. Podcast episodes aren’t designed to run for six hours; this is designed to feel like an encounter, not an immersion. Steen’s self-narration captures the podcast-adjacent quality that makes the conceit work – the idea that the listener is overhearing something not quite meant for them, that they are witnesses to a devotion that doesn’t require their approval or comprehension. The audio format is not incidental to the work; it is the work. Reading the text on a page would strip away the primary mechanism through which the unsettling quality is delivered.

Several reviewers note the connection to Steen’s other Jack Steen books – what one reviewer calls the asylum series – and describe this as a tie-in that will reward existing fans. Those reviewers also note that the podcast-script origin should be front of mind when approaching the work, because listeners expecting the narrative completeness of a finished novel will be disappointed. One review describes feeling bored by the vagueness, while another found the creepy intimacy of the addressing-Jack framing to be the work’s central achievement. Both responses are legitimate, and which one you land on depends heavily on what you’re looking for.

What to Watch For in Dear Jack: Love Letters from Your Serial Killer Wife

The content itself is violent in a particular way – not graphic in a torture-porn sense, but disturbing in its framing. The killings are described through the lens of devotion rather than horror, which is the book’s method, and that method requires a certain readerly willingness to sit inside the narrator’s logic without the comfort of authorial distance. The lack of professional editorial polish is noticeable, as the synopsis itself acknowledges. Some passages feel underdeveloped in ways that a revision pass would likely have caught. The ratings for this title are mixed, averaging around 3.4, which is an honest reflection of the divided response: enthusiastic from existing Steen readers, skeptical from everyone else.

Who Should Listen to Dear Jack: Love Letters from Your Serial Killer Wife

The primary audience is readers already invested in the Jack Steen creative universe, for whom this will feel like an expansion of a world they know and an interesting inversion of the confession-podcast format Steen has built. For those readers, the brief runtime and the character’s complete, terrifying logic make for a genuinely effective experience. For readers new to Steen’s work, this is not the right starting point – the Jack Steen books themselves are the better introduction, and this works as an appendix rather than an entry point. Listeners who enjoy morally unreliable narrators, psychological dark fiction, and the particular unease of hearing obsession articulated as love will find enough here to justify the short investment.

Frequently Asked Questions

Do I need to know the Jack Steen audiobook universe to appreciate this?

Prior knowledge significantly enriches the experience. The work is explicitly designed as a companion piece to Steen’s existing Jack Steen books, and readers who know that world will find the inversion of the confession format more resonant. New listeners can follow the basic premise but will miss much of the context.

The synopsis mentions this wasn’t edited by a professional editor, how noticeable is that?

Somewhat noticeable, particularly in pacing and in certain passages that feel underdeveloped. Steen is transparent about the podcast-script origin, and approaching the work as a performance piece rather than a finished novel adjusts expectations accordingly. The rawness is part of the aesthetic rather than simply an oversight.

Jyll Steen narrates her own work, is that effective for this particular project?

Yes, more than it would be for most projects. Because the work was designed as a podcast character performance from the start, Steen’s self-narration captures an intimacy and certainty that a hired narrator working from the same text couldn’t easily replicate. The voice is integral to the conceit.

At under two hours, is there enough content here to feel complete?

It depends on your expectations. For what it is, a podcast-style character piece with a specific formal goal, the length is appropriate. For listeners expecting a novel-length experience, it will feel brief and somewhat unresolved. The mixed ratings reflect this split between readers who found the brevity right-sized and those who wanted more.

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What Listeners Are Saying

★★★★☆

different, but creative

Let’s get into this. Not sure if Jyll is Jack, going by another name like some authors do, or if it’s really another author., but they definitely have similarities in their writing. Short stories, and just as creepy and good as the asylum stories. Much like the asylum stories some…

– Morgan
★★★★☆

Read the intro-Podcast script

I love Jack Steen Books. Read the intro, this was written as a bit for a podcast not to be book so I am rating it a 4, given the premise thisnis a podcast script essentially. The rest of his books are 5 star books for me. This was interesting…

– Jaclyn Hay
★☆☆☆☆

meh

Compared to the Jack Steen books this is just very unsatisfying vague and written away where it’s supposed to be creative yet I just felt bored. So bored. I really wanted to like Jill and enjoy this and I get that it’s a podcast, but it’s still the lack of…

– Joey Waffles
★★★★☆

A good read!

Yeah this was a good read and the way this book is written, it's for a podcast or audio book which did put me off a little. I've read all of Jack's books so far so figured I'd give this one a go.

– Vicky Peplow
★★★★★

Good tie in to the asylum series!

Found this completely by accident on kindle and loved the tie in to the asylum series. Cannot wait to see what happens next!

– Jaz

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Alexandra Reed

Written by Alexandra Reed

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