The Adult
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The Adult by Bronwyn Fischer | Free Audiobook

By Bronwyn Fischer

Narrated by Emma Love

🎧 8 hours and 41 minutes 📘 Algonquin Books 📅 May 23, 2023 🌐 English
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An addictively gripping queer coming-of-age story about an all-consuming, insidious love affair between a college freshman and a mysterious older woman, from an unforgettable new voice in fiction.

Eighteen-year-old Natalie has just arrived at her first year of university in Toronto, leaving her remote, forested hometown for the big, impersonal city. Everyone she encounters seems to know exactly who they are. She reads advice listicles and watches videos online and thinks about how to fit in, how to really become someone, whoever that might be.

And then she meets Nora, an older woman who takes an unexpected interest in her, and is drawn unstoppably into Nora’s orbit. She begins spending more and more of her time off campus at Nora’s perfect, tidy home. Natalie lies to her floormates about her absence, inventing a fake off-campus boyfriend, and carefully protects this sacred, adult relationship. This only deepens her obsession, even as she realizes Nora is hiding something. As the secrets multiply and the intensity of the romance threatens to overwhelm her, Natalie realizes that the new, adult identity she had imagined for herself is far from the one she’s actually growing into.

Propelled by atmospheric, electric prose, The Adult is about sex, yearning, poetry, and trying to find yourself in the expectations of others—and ultimately finding parts of yourself despite that. For readers of Michelle Hart and Alyssa Songsiridej, Bronwyn Fischer is an immensely talented new writer to watch.

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Quick Take

  • Narration: Emma Love’s narration captures Natalie’s self-conscious drift with quiet precision, she does not oversell the interiority, which is exactly correct for this kind of novel.
  • Themes: power imbalance in intimate relationships, queer coming-of-age, identity formation through others
  • Mood: Atmospheric and uncomfortable, deliberately so
  • Verdict: A debut novel of striking formal control that leaves you unsettled in the way only the best literary fiction manages.

I listened to The Adult on a grey Sunday in November, which turned out to be exactly the right atmospheric conditions. Bronwyn Fischer writes in a register that feels overcast and close, the way Toronto in early autumn sometimes feels, surfaces carefully managed, something underneath that has not been named yet. I finished the eight-plus hours in two sittings and spent the drive home trying to articulate what it had done to me. The best I could come up with was that it made me feel the exact texture of being eighteen and uncertain in the way very few novels manage from the outside looking in.

Natalie arrives at her first year of university in Toronto, leaving a remote, forested hometown for a city where everyone else seems to know who they are. She reads advice articles and watches videos trying to figure out how to become a person. Then she meets Nora, an older woman who takes an unexpected interest in her, and the novel tracks Natalie’s increasing absorption into Nora’s orbit, the lies she tells her floormates, the fake boyfriend she invents, the slow revelation that Nora is concealing something. The synopsis describes Fischer as writing for readers of Michelle Hart and Alyssa Songsiridej, which is accurate positioning: this is literary queer fiction interested in the psychology of vulnerability, not in romance as celebration.

Our Take on The Adult

Fischer’s prose is the thing. Multiple reviewers reach for words like electric and beautiful, and those words earn their use here. There is a precision in how she describes Natalie’s self-consciousness that is genuinely difficult to achieve, the listicles Natalie consults, the way she monitors herself in rooms, the performance of understanding things she does not quite understand yet. Fischer captures the specific phenomenology of being eighteen in the social media era without dating it or making it a comment on social media. It is simply how Natalie is in the world, and it is rendered with remarkable fidelity.

Why Listen to The Adult

Emma Love’s narration is an example of restraint deployed correctly. Natalie is a character whose interior life is not fully legible even to herself, and a narrator who over-explained or emotionally telegraphed every moment would undermine the novel’s entire project. Love reads Natalie as someone navigating the surface of her experience, which is exactly how Fischer has written her. The atmospheric quality of the prose translates well to audio, the Toronto setting, the off-campus apartment, the way Nora’s life feels adult and curated and slightly wrong, and Love sustains that atmosphere across eight hours without letting it collapse into melodrama.

What to Watch For in The Adult

Some readers find Natalie’s passivity genuinely frustrating. She does not express what she wants or thinks to the people around her, which is a precise and intentional character choice on Fischer’s part but which makes her a difficult protagonist to root for in a conventional sense. One reviewer describes it accurately as a frustrating read, meaning that in the best possible way. Natalie’s trajectory makes sense precisely because her lack of self-advocacy is what makes her vulnerable to Nora’s particular kind of attention. However, listeners who need protagonists who take clear, decisive action will likely find this patience-testing in ways that are not intentional challenges but genuine mismatches. The ending also moves briskly, which some reviewers feel is a weakness; the third act resolution comes faster than the novel’s careful first two-thirds seem to be preparing for.

Who Should Listen to The Adult

Listeners who appreciate literary fiction interested in the mechanics of vulnerability and manipulation rather than in plot-driven narrative. Fans of quiet, atmospheric novels about queerness, identity, and the ways young people look for themselves in other people’s attention. The comparison to Alyssa Songsiridej is useful, if you loved her work, you are very likely to respond to this. Those who want resolution and emotional clarity at the end of their reading experience should be forewarned: The Adult does not tie things neatly. What it does instead is more true, and more uncomfortable, than most coming-of-age novels allow themselves to be.

Frequently Asked Questions

Is the relationship between Natalie and Nora explicitly described as predatory, or does the novel leave it ambiguous?

The novel holds the ambiguity deliberately. The power imbalance is clear, but Fischer is more interested in how Natalie experiences the relationship from the inside than in adjudicating Nora’s intentions. The reader is left to draw conclusions.

Does Emma Love’s narration serve a protagonist who is intentionally passive and internally opaque?

Yes, and it is the right casting. Love reads Natalie with a quality of surface-navigation that matches Fischer’s intent. She does not inject clarity that the character does not possess.

Is this a queer romance in the sense of having a happy ending?

It is a queer coming-of-age novel with romantic elements, not a romance genre book. Do not expect a conventional happy ending; expect something more complicated and, for many readers, more resonant.

How graphic is the sexual content in The Adult?

The novel addresses sexuality directly and frankly, as appropriate to its subject, a relationship with significant power dynamics between a college student and an older woman. It is literary rather than explicit, but it does not look away from the nature of the relationship.

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Alexandra Reed

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